when he looked at you
but you're uncertain
because it's hilarious
—because you think you're in love

everyday with him feels good,
and when he's not in a beautiful mood,
suddenly, you're gonna change yours too
and when you see him smile,
your lips are gonna lift your cheeks
until they turn red,
until you start to feel the heat
until you hear how your heart beats
—it feels amazing yet dangerous
your heart will always betray your mind

when you wanted to look cool
in front of him,
because you don’t want your feelings
to become obvious
your heart will start to make a move
your body parts will act awkwardly
smile involuntarily and say things that don't even make sense

how ridiculous it is to be in love
you become more careful
and clumsy at the same time
you see every little thing,
even the smallest thing in the world
that happens between you and him
you see him everywhere,
you memorize every part of him,
you know how he laughs and reacts
you know a lot of things about him
that everyone barely knows
—you can't deny it,
you're deeply in love