Forget the things you once read
Those girl's eyes are now dead

No more to cry those lonely tears
Or to show her rising fears

Depression and insanity
No longer will she have to flee

She'll never think her vengeful thoughts
And in the ground her body rots

She made the choice to let go
The tests will show she went slow

She never blamed a single soul
In this choice we played no role

This sad, sad girl did feel no pain
As from her veins the blood did drain

She made two cuts upon her wrists
Her hands were clenched in ****** fists

We hope this girl did find some peace
As her life began to cease

Her eyes stayed open as she died
And tears did fall as she cried

She never fought to hold on
Just let go till she was gone

Suicide to end her pain
Her tears would fall an icy rain

Stay away
It feels like yesterday
Lies are all I say

You were heart broke
I was heartless
You thought you might choke
I thought far less

Incase you were wondering
Or maybe still caring
My heart never came
I have you to blame

I can't love
By the Lord above

You now have 2.0
I would know

Is easy to be better
Then a creature from a gutter
So please let your heart flutter
And find your souls other

It's too late for me
I'm a romance tragedy
So just let me be
Be a nobody

I’m sorry that I’ll never really care.
That every kiss and soft whisper of I love you,
every gentle touch and deep conversation
where we share our hopes and dreams
will not be real.
Not to me.

I’m sorry that you’re not the one I want.
That when I look at you
and know you’re mine
and I tell you how much I care about you
and how strongly I feel,
I will be pulling the words from the reserve
of what I want to say to him.
I will be completely and utterly dissapointed
in being with you.

I’m sorry my standards have been set
far too high.
So high that no one will ever
(ever)
be able to reach them.
Not you,
not anyone.
He’ll always be the best.

I wish I were a better actress.
That I could truly convince you
(and maybe even myself)
that you are the one I want.
But I’m not.
And I can’t.
I can’t hurt you anymore.
It’s just not fair
for either of us.
So I guess this is it.
I’m sorry.


-h.n.g

We sat there
we were a happy little pair
I could always make you smile
even though i had to try for awhile

Then she came along
we both knew it was wrong
i quickly lost what i hard worked to gain
I ignored the look of pain
in your eyes
I feel like i severed our ties

You are my best friend
From when we first met
And then the world turned
I started to ignore when you would fret

I paid less attention to your wants
I simply concentrated on my desires
I care bout you still
I will try harder if ,permit me, you will
I am riddled in the scars of my errors and my failures
Being your friend was my greatest success

But I let the world turn
and i watched yours burn

and if you will let me
I could help to set you free

im sorry, that's all i have to say,
im sorry that i had to be this way
i shouldn't have ever let you go
and now i sit here all alone
i thought of you as a burden
and now there isn't a day, an hour,minutes not even seconds
in which i don't think about you.
im sorry i had to be this way
i regret that day more than anything
i wish i could have you now.
your eyes lost that shine, and your smile disappeared
since that day i thought i was free, but stupid me
i feel trapped in a chamber of your heart
i was afraid of so much that i had to let you go
so many "what if they find out?" "what would they say about me"
but now i don't care, now that i have lost you
i would scream it loud and proud
" I LOVE YOU!"
i need you, i want you, i love you
love songs remind me constantly of you
as i smile and think of all our memories
all the times you made me laugh like no other person
i ruined everything, because i was scared
and now i just wish you were here with me
tell me Do you remember me? does it hurt when you think of me?
do i bring back happy memories or do i bring back painful ones?
remember what you told me the first day we met?
"when we grow up were going to get married", do you remember that?
i know one day ill find you again and maybe i can tell you all these things
but now, what can i do?
there's nothing to do but wait for you..
even if you don't come to me as a lover, i wish you happiness
i was the one that messed everything up and not you
just remember one thing...
ill never forget you

Amid a symphony
of sighs,
I'm ready for
a change.

I'm —
so bored
with painting graffiti
on my insides.

So carve me into
a work of art;
tell me
what you wish to see.

Paint on the smile
I lost before —

you're the only one
who can get it just right.