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Paramount Pawn Aug 2015
If only I was a bit thinner
If only I got a bit taller
If only I didn't have to wear glasses
If only I got nice clothes
If only I could put a bright smile on my face everyday

If only I have enough confidence in myself
To show you how much I can be
In front of you
I feel the need
To type hello
To ask if you want company
I feel the need
To keep it short
To slightly tease
To arouse your curiosity
I feel the need
To shave my legs
To cutely dress
To match my bra to my *******
I feel the need
To ready myself
For an answer
I've yet to receive
I feel the need
To hope
That you'll finally
See me
I feel the need
To sleep
Because you never reply
Why can't I be the guy?
Why can't I just ignore...
Not feeling the need
To adore
To miss or to love
Why can't I just feel the need
To give up?
Why can't I give less of me?
Why can't I feel the need for more?
Alas, I'm bound to this heart....
I feel the need
To rip it out of my chest
To allow myself rest
To fall apart......

©MV
J Aug 2015
What if In another time,
Loving you for the second time will be crime,
What if you and I will meet again,
Will you take a risk? I wonder when.

In that time, being behind the bars,
Is an indicator that I went too far,
Too far for me not to notice,
*That I went beyond the axis.
Eccedentesiast Aug 2015
What is better?
An oops?
Or a what if?
I think an oops is better.
~
of all the words and letters
if
is the hardest word to achieve*

©IGMS
if only there was you and me
J Jul 2015
Cold summer nights,
You were nowhere in sight,
I dance to the beat,
I can feel the heat.

Cold summer nights,
I wish you were here by my side,
Hold you in my arms,
I will love you with no harm.

Cold summer nights,
I'm willing to fight,
I promise with all my heart,
*To kiss you with passion and art.
J Jul 2015
The sun is out,
The clouds shout,
Birds fly,
Babies cry.

It's 10:50 AM,
And i'm showing you who I am,
I know something's different,
I can feel it at this very moment.

I hope it's a good sign,
I hope everything's fine,
Between you and me,
I felt something as wide as the sea.

Time won't fast forward,
But i'll do my best to not be a coward,
Because you're really unique,
Like a beautiful thing from an unfamiliar boutique.

I won't touch you,
Cause too much touching means hurting too,
I'm fine with just talking and looking at you,
With you; it's always a perfect view.
J Jul 2015
As the clock ticks and slows,
My eyes are turning red; making sure no one knows,
Every blink, scenario starts to play,
I heard the rain as I say "please stay".

I used to be your happy pill,
I check if your wounds are healed,
Everyday I make sure you're alright,
It's not vice versa but I continue to fight.

I fight for your love and hoping i'll be enough,
Everything is starting to get tough,
This situation is crumbling down,
I can see the sky's tears and frown.

I don't know if it's on my side,
Everything inside me is tied,
Can't think straight,
I'm broken and hoping for a better fate.

No good words are coming out,
Like choosing if I should go north or south,
See, I don't know what i'm saying,
But the only thing I'm sure of is **i'm staying.
Speen Cough Jul 2015
What if?
two words that change everything.
They hold your potential glory
or your potential death

What if the sun just didn't rise tomorrow?
What if the world just ended right now?
What if your hands were in mine?
What if I wasn't where I'm at now?

Those two little words.
So much hope
yet so much pain

Stick and stones they say
But I think words hurt worse.
They leave lasting scars
They leave me feeling like I'm nothing

But then again
They are what make me whole
They are what make me feel like I can do anything

So what if I just don't care anymore?
What if I care too much anymore?
There's no way to tell.
but I'll just leave it at
What if?
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
What if I died today?
*Would he remember me tomorrow?
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