As the clock ticks and slows,
My eyes are turning red; making sure no one knows,
Every blink, scenario starts to play,
I heard the rain as I say "please stay".

I used to be your happy pill,
I check if your wounds are healed,
Everyday I make sure you're alright,
It's not vice versa but I continue to fight.

I fight for your love and hoping i'll be enough,
Everything is starting to get tough,
This situation is crumbling down,
I can see the sky's tears and frown.

I don't know if it's on my side,
Everything inside me is tied,
Can't think straight,
I'm broken and hoping for a better fate.

No good words are coming out,
Like choosing if I should go north or south,
See, I don't know what i'm saying,
But the only thing I'm sure of is **i'm staying.