Ember burning bright.
Born for destruction or born for light?

Can someone hate their creation?  Because I'm afraid of my own design. What I may be capable of. In a snap of a finger my ember can spark destroying what is and was.
"You're loved" is what you say but you can't get it though your brain. I'm impotent to my strength.

You don't want to look at me, don't look at me. You run away from me, run away from me. I am aware of my aftermath toxic smoke so it's ok. I know I cause nothing but heartache.

Beware because I've been known to ruin lives.
Use caution, I might spark into a raging fire
Be careful if you make me to happy I might burn you alive. Causing spiritual death leaving people shattered, trying to pick pieces, due to me forgetting about my hazard.

The word gentle isn't in my mental vocabulary. My touch, my touch is dangerous. It's warm at first, almost comforting in the beginning but the longer you hold me the more I singe. I don't want to cause you sanity. So stay away, far from my ember, in fear your oxygen will ignite this fire.

Embers burning bright
Born for destruction or born for light?
look at me in the eye then you decide.

In that night
The tear was burning down my cheek
And I was hoping I will fall asleep
To bury my thoughts in the dream
To forget the times you're being mean
And I was hoping I will fall asleep
To erease the present,to live in the past
Cause thouse memories won't last
And I was hoping I will see you in the dream
To have the time of my life
A moment when I smile
It's just a beautiful story that will die
Tonight
Closing my eyes,trying to forget
about the pain
These thoughts
are making me insane
The tear
was rolling down my cheek
And I was hoping
I could fall asleep

The perfect still portait that captures all beauty.

Is it the rising sun as it strokes the oceans creating a beautiful mirage of wonder?

Is it the night light sky where the moon and stars remain out of reach with the lone dancing star few see?

Is it the moment of two joining in love and putting the bands of eternity upon their finger?

None of these are the perfect still portait.

The perfect still portrait is the moment in time not captured by lense but by sight and mind.

The perfect still portrait is a feeling and memory at once that can never be described or forgotten.

My perfect still portrait is the moment you said you love me.

And my heart was in too many pieces to be fixed.




But he still wanted to try!

I hope she can love you as I did, but this time I hope you will stay.

I remember,
The colour of your eyes,
How your smile forms
Or even how your cheeks turn red.

I know,
The sound of your laugh,
The rythm of your breathing
And the music your heart plays.

I know and still remember,
Your dreams and hopes
Scariest nightmares
And craziest thoughts.

How can i not call you home?

Sitting in the cold breeze
With stars above my head
Slowly from the trees afar
You rise as tonight’s guest

Now that I think deep
We both are the same
Not that I have marks in my face
But yeah… still a similarity to claim

You revolve around the Earth
Every day and night
Bring love to your Earth
From a constant height
But still you can’t touch your only sight
Cos you are just a natural satellite

Me? Yeah… I am like you too
My whole world revolves around him
I pour my love
I pour my heart
No matter how much I try
I am still apart
Can’t blame him
It’s just our fate
Glad I got you
As someone to relate

You couldn’t change your orbit
With the gravitation she emits
And I can’t change my habit
With the love wave he transmits

But I do envy you
Not that you are bright and beautiful
But yeah… a difference to claim

For you are your Earth’s only moon
For even with billions stars you are what she needs
I envy
Even with distance you are the only one
Even when I go near I’ll be his one in a million

At least I bring smile to his world
Like you bring light to yours…