I love you* and I know love is only an understatement of what I’m really feeling I wish you’d somehow understand where it falls to

I love you and this is not the end of it, there’s more to this, like there’s more to you, it’s a never-ending event of you and me

I love you like how you would always look at the city lights in your rooftop building and say this is my safe haven this is where i want to be

I love you when it’s raining and you're beside me sleeping, and your hand would hold mine

They would say it’s that simple. You feel butterflies when he’s near you, your heart would know if he’s the one you deserve,

if he’s the one

I love you if only it was just you and me and that simple but there’s me and this world and coincidence and alcohol and temporary love

I love you even when she was with you and the pain of it stinged like a ******* but sometimes you just have to swallow it like a pill without water

I love you because I wanna feel loved again and you’re the only one who can actually manipulate my feelings

I love you when im drunk because that’s when my memories pass like a train on schedule leaving trail marks of shattered glasses

i love you and i wish i’d know how i got from folding the pages of my favorite book to being held in your arms being the selfish little ***** that i am, disregarding everything and keeping you all to myself

i love you because i was never selfish before you, i’d always think about others before myself and with you i never thought of what anyone would feel if they’d know what we did

I love you when you look at me because you make me feel immortelle

I love you and I was always that girl who never knew what she wanted or where anything was going

*I still am and I love you still

People scare me.  They change their minds so quickly.  One moment it's "I love you" and "you make me happy" and the next it's "I'm not sure anymore" and "this isn't what I want".

The poplar tree blooms no more,
The magpie sings no new songs,
Yet I cling onto the restless years,
When you, my dear, were still here.

Remember the wind that took your hat,
And a gentleman I was retrieving it back?
Our eyes destined for the first time,
& now I long so for that beautiful eyes.

Merry it was our days in your kitchen!
Pots and pans we sang & dance!
Our feet tangled not on the carpet of red,
Our hands twine like a morning glory on a fence.

Such days are but a memory,
As I live to sit on the chair alone,
Remember not the day of  judgement,
For my heart aches and sores for you.

My dear, how long should I wait,
Wait for another meeting of our fate,
The piano has no fingers to await,
For the only fingers to await was you.

Winter comes soundlessly still,
As your hands appeared in mine.
I smiled and forklift my cane,
& now the chair is left alone.

*"Olivia, is that you?"

This man taught me everything,
That I needed to know,
But I never really listened,
I thought I knew it all.

He gave me love,
Even when I really didn't want it,
And he touched my life,
In a way I cannot describe.

He taught me right from wrong,
And I can honestly say,
The day he left,
I wasn't that strong.

I felt like there was no more fire,
To ignite anymore,
That the darkness won,
Over my inner light.

He will be missed dearly,
Because he made a mark,
On all of our hearts,
His name written in permanent ink.

For all those times I left it unsaid,
I want to thank him.
Thank him for being there for me,
For being patient even when I made it difficult.

It's hard to believe,
That he is gone now,
Somewhere where I cannot reach,
But I am certain I will meet him again in Heaven.

Because when tomorrow starts without him,
Don't think we're far apart.
For every time I think of him,
He's right here in my heart.

Your touch mesmerises me,
Intrigues me.
Makes me want you more.

You're like a drug that I get high off to.
A substance that I shouldn't overdose on.

How could something so amazing,
Be so bad?

How could something that makes me forget the bad things; create more pain?

What is it that you want?
My heart? My soul?
Is this your way of marking me as yours?

Am I yours?
I would gladly be.

Will you be mine as well?
Who am I kidding.

Your heart is unobtainable,
Unreachable,
Untouchable,
Untraceable.

To put it simply,
It belongs to no one.

The words fly
And return ever,
Their place of birth,
The silence...

So let you share her,
All your secret messages,
From your heart to her soul,
Will die with you...

The words fly,
Without leaving any trace,
A light beam, a little air,
Lost in the middle of nowhere...

Dreaming of the past,
Haunted by her grace,
Troubled by its mirage,
Prisoner of that ban.

There's no greater love
Than that of a mother and her child
Times that by three
And the maternal instinct goes wild

To not be around what you hold dear
Can tear your world apart
Distance and no hope brings a tear
Ripping out the motherly heart



I miss them, truly deeply madly
They're my whole entire world
I need help to even see them again
One baby boy and two big girls

Their daddy was never truly a father
But now he's just using them to hurt me
Keeping them away, tearing them from my arms
Telling me I HAVE to just sign over custody

I want to fight this, I want to hold them every night
But no lawyer I can find is willing to help for free
I feel so lost, hopeless, like I'll never find a way
So, I'm putting my pride aside and asking for help with my poetry...

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