I am forbidden from winning,
But no one really tries.
I am forbidden from loosing on purpose,
But no one really dies.
I'm forbidden to stand alone,
But everyone fears me.
I'm forbidden to shed a tear,
So no one will ever see me.
I'm forbidden from looking weak,
But I was never strong.
I'm forbidden from being right,
But you will hate me for being wrong.
I'm forbidden to even try,
But everyone thinks I go hard.
I'm forbidden aim high,
So I play the wrong card.
I'm forbidden to let them down,
But they don't appreciate my support.
I'm forbidden to beat the game,
So I have to abort.

When a gamer has no game,
He is really bad.
But when he is to respected,
It makes him really sad.

Forbidden Waters
Walking slowly
Yet
How did I arrive so quickly
Forbidden waters
Innocently taking a nurturing role
Yet
Longing for something else
Forbidden waters
Not knowing
Yet
It was evident
Forbidden waters
So young
Yet
So old
Forbidden waters
I am here
Yet
I do not know what to do
Forbidden waters
Feels so new
Yet
Feels so comfortable
Forbidden waters
So confusing
Yet
Completely understood
Forbidden waters