Haven't wrote in a while my
repeating the words
that sounded different!
A particular vibrant diversity,
effectively resonating, echoing
in the same flow that seems different
but cascading within contrasting similarity's..
Hi All I`m back, you miss me :)
When we left the icy land to drown in the scent of the bustling city, the streets were rippling with hearts stealing. There is no quiet in the bustling city nor winter, so there is no place for any cold word or heavy souls. Everything here smiles, the eyes are filled with incense and colors, and mouths have hymns. In the sweet moments here, you can't find anything but amazing moments and deep stories. Colorful lights paint the walls and cheeks and bloom with henna on the hands. I cannot forget that tree-covered road caressing our heads and the skyscraper that stands at the heart of an enchanting beach.
The whispers in the dark are absent now that the void has left.
Breathing in the silence is the only sound, until you lose your breath.
The moments of tomorrow leaving with the light.
There may not be a void but there still exists the night.
The only real emotion is in the rawness of the soul.
The broken pieces of the fragile love that feels now so long ago.
Tasting the sweetest hopes in a time with the best intentions.
Drinking in the warmth until drunk with the expressions, of love.
Now the taste, the taste it leaves behind. When the love has left you bound, after it made you drunk with its wine.
The reality comes back, the light has faded away.
The void might be gone now, but night is here to stay.
it envelopes me
like the ocean,
i sink slowly,
and becomes darker
until everything is black,
my face is wet,
it tastes like this ocean,
my eyes close
as the darkness grabs me
and clings to me
and whispers to me,
i am nothing
and i am sorry,
it drags me deeper
until i am no more,
but this ocean feels so warm
This is part 2 of my latest poem hope you all enjoy!!
i see the sky
that i longed for,
but filled with light,
it drifts from me
as if to avoid me,
and leave me,
my limbs, too,
i become nothing
my chest hurts,
i cant breathe,
something flys away
and I am empty,
This is the first of an unintentional two part poem and I'll release the next part sometime next week or so!
I will never know what life brings for me.
Some days, I believe in my abilities and
Moments later, my other mind will interrogate me.
Who am I and what do I bring by existing?
I will never know since I'm so doubtful.
Doubtful of all the beautiful things in life.
Especially love, since I don't exist
To love anymore.
If we're not here to love, what are we here for?
If we can barley live, why are we living after all.
Maybe one day I'll find my path,
But for now, I'll continue to be in a quandary.
changing, shifting, wondering.
"You have the most expressive eyes," you said.
Sigh. I believed you.
I still don't know...
Is it the reflection of every bit of me
from my secrets no words could unfold
to my shallow happiness, a given sight to behold;
Or is it the sparkles you knew you brought
that I without a second thought would admit,
with certainty that you and I would fit
That you loved more about me.
You'll never know...
With the same glass you used to read me through
I memorized and engraved your complexity
on tissue folds and pumped blood within me;
With the stares that met and laid us both naked,
deep, hard and unstoppable I fell;
but your heart remained calm and still
I ended up hiding and locking myself up in a shelf.
"You have the most expressive eyes," I should say.
It was goodbye; I cried.
You came into my room so distressed,
The musicians you loved had all been depressed
And you wondered if you might turn out the same as them,
Play the same sad songs, drink whisky and smoke.
With all the dysphoria took over compassion
Your clothes got expressive, you'd changed your fashion
You accepted you'd sit in you chair with old age
And read all the books, and imagine taking to stage.
But for now you sat beside me and said let's not be scared
You re-assured me of the life you most feared
Somehow this comforted both your mind and mine,
Dark looks for dark, it must be hard to be blind.
We shall meet again someday, you said. Doubtful.
As we walked past all the towering oak trees, so tall
And the more you had to leave the less help I could lend
Your violin still plays melodies which I can't quite comprehend.
CAN YOU HEAR ME
CAN YOU SEE IT ?
THE RISE IN THE DARK.
CAN YOU HEAR IT ?
THE SOUND SO DESIRABLE THAT CREATES A SPARK.
CAN YOU TASTE IT?
THE DRIPPINGS SO SLICK.
CAN YOU FEEL IT ?
THE RIPPING SO THICK.
SO YOU WANT ME ?
SO RED AND SO TENDER.
DO YOU NEED ME ?
THE FEEL OF MY GENDER.
DO YOU FEEL ME ?
THE SQUIRM OF MY FLEX.
DO YOU SEE ME ?
THE DESIRE FROM YOUR ***.
DO YOU HEAR ME ?
SO WET AND COMPLETE.
WILL YOU FEEL ME ?
SO READY AND SO DEEP.
WILL YOU HEAR ME ?
SAY I NEED YOU TO WRAP INTO ME.
WILL YOU TASTE ME ?
SO DESIRED AND SO FREE.
WILL YOU WANT ME ?
WHEN I NEED YOU TO BE.
SO CAN YOU HEAR ME ?
WHEN YOUR INSIDE OF ME.
UNTIL NEXT TIME
THE PRESENCE OF YOUR BEING
PLACED UP AGAINST MY BACKSIDE
CAUSES A BIT OF EXCITEMENT
THAT MY BODY CAN’T JUSTIFY
FROM JUST A SINGLE TOUCH
FROM YOU AND YOUR UNSEEING
MY BODY TREMBLES DEEP INSIDE
AND MY GENDER BECOMES SO REVEALING
I TURN AND WRAP MY LEGS AROUND
AND USE YOU LIKE A CLUTCH
THE FEELING IN MY BODY STARTS TO TRAVEL
I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN HANDLE IT
OR IF IT’S JUST TO MUCH
THE SLICKNESS MY BODY’S REVEALING
BECOMES LIKE A FLUID GUIDE.
YOUR ARMS GLIDING MY EVER GENTLE MOVEMENT.
AS WE INTERTWINE
YOU SLOWLY TAKE YOUR GENDER
AND PUT IT INSIDE OF MINE
TO REACH YOUR IMMENSE INDUCEMENT
WITH YOUR HARDNESS BURIED INTO MINE
AS I SHAPE INTO THE PERFECT FORM OF YOU
SO ACCEPTING AND AGREEING
BANGING THE WALLS INSIDE
I GRADUALLY ACCEPT YOUR FREEING
WE RISE TOGETHER IN THIS MOMENT
MY BEING BEGINS TO SHATTER
THIS IS A PLACE OF EVERLASTING BLISS
AND NOTHING BESIDES THIS SEEMS TO EVEN MATTER
MY BEING SHATTERS AS I START TO INCLINE
THE COMBINED MOVEMENT OF US TWO
THE SWEETNESS OF YOUR SWELL
TELLS ME WE’RE NOT THROUGH
AND IN THE SHADOWS I CAN SEE
YOUR EYES LOCKING INTO MINE
MY SOUL WANTING TO BE BURIED
AND MY HIGH IS CLIMBING AGAIN INSIDE
YOUR EXISTENCE IN MY LIFE SHORT LIVED
YOUR BODY SO CLOSE TO MINE
FOREVER YOU ARE APART OF ME
YOUR BODY IS SOMETHING I STRIVE
AS YOU LAY YOUR LIPS UPON MINE
AND WE SAY OUR LAST GOODBYES
YOU ARE FOREVER SPECIAL TO ME
REMEMBER, UNTIL NEXT TIME
BY JENNIFER WOLFE