last christmas I gave you my heart.
this christmas I forgot you existed
Kinda late but... wasn’t sure if I wanted to post it.
I can't help but look around
at all these new people I've found
in this town I never knew existed
I want to get to know each one
that's my mission
some gifted others twisted
some are just really different
Don't fix what isn't broken
Can't fix what never existed
This was a spurr of the moment write that isn't based off of anything (currently) happening in my life. It is a thought I've been examining within myself and in my relationships with others.
I despise the idea of a protector loving God,
I recognise mother nature as the sole living God,
Why else would the invisible man stay veiled?
I see the troubles rising in the world,
I observe people fighting for their religion,
What sort of Almighty wants sacrifice?
I see the weak & hungry children,
I can only feel sorry for each one of them,
What kind of Father will ignore them?
HP Poem #1207
off the page
eating them up,
they never existed.
He never existed, It was all in my head,His nose,eyes, and lips were there but could never be felt or touched. instead they drifted into memory never to be messed with again.
I stood there.
A snow-capped peak stared back.
I became exceedingly captivated.
Captivated by the thought that he and I existed;
I became a shell.
A shell filled with explosive joy.
And I could no longer become underwhelmed.
Nor could I become whelmed.
I will never believe in myself more,
Never trust in Creation more,
Never be enveloped in the stillness more
Than I did in that moment.
Glimpsing that skyline.
Staring down a mountain.
— The End —