Looking for a way.
To see the day
When everyone finds
The mask to your disguise
The day of your freedom-
The release of your demons.

you need to put all in disguise
try to take and roll the dice
let the sun shine and rise
but protect yourself in pretty lies

most people see me like a stone
strong that no one can get my throne
that I can't feel anything once one call my phone
but they don't know what I own

I've been in a pain
wanna go and take the train
run and cried in the rain
I'll be back if I found the lane

I'll keep on being this cold
so cold that no one can hold



(samber)

Petrified by your desire
love,you freak me out everytime
you vested your fantasy upon me
where's the dreams of mine?
I never asked,may be I was too scared
scared of separation ? Or
may be the pain was already an addiction
pity me,poor hurted soul
still smiling when he holds
holds the glory of his fantasy
but I die little inside
with every unfulfilled dreams of mine
I was never alive,you were
& thats the reason for me to survive.

She closed her eyes
Then she realized
That behind her blinds
Lies the disguise.
In this moment in time
Her soul aligns
With abstract designs.
She binds her cries
And soft spoken lies
And sends them to the sky
Where they can be alive.
She rests with the wings
Of a butterfly.
But never knew why
No one taught her to fly.
She let her soul cry
In the middle of the night
And when it was time for goodbye,
She failed to reply.

That it doesn't matter.
That was her reply.
You help she does not
desires.
You may just resign.

For this is her story.
Her story in disguise

The girl who races.
Born in may.
Her paper faces
on display.
Behind a thousand
closed doors.
Just like her broken
racked dolls.
Where she lies
paralyzed.

If you'd look closer
And maybe you'd see.
The girl who paces.
Born in may.
Her paper faces.
She leads astray.
And there she
caresses
her lovely array
of paper faces.
Her only defenses.
Shielding her from
the shades of grey.

In the guise of friendship
Like an apparition, he appeared
Extended the hand of friendship
Eloquent words mesmerized her
Smiles galore, her heart enamored
His words spiced for right flavor
She trusted her heart in his custody
Unaware of his sinister plans
So well disguised in masked lies
An illusionary world seemed perfect
Her heart kept beating for him
Only at her lover’s whims
Never realized her heart was seized
Because love came in hellish desire
In a masquerade, hiding his plans
Her heart was played with, forever