A warmth passed through photons
From thousands of miles away,
A warmth passed through my heart
From connections to my brain,
You give me that same warmth
As the Sun gives in full brightness,
And so I hope you'll forgive me
When I express my blindness,
There's more to me than seems
To meet your eyes my gorgeous friend,
I long for you to truly see what
I can bring to lend,
A steady hand, a steady heart,
A faithful pair of eyes,
I wish most that you consider
That none of this is lies
Changing beyond belief
My faith, my heart and my desires
Like some inch worm with too much food
I metamorphosize
Into a better man I grow
With every breath I take,
I wish to express to you "Love",
In my lungs I build strength
To take the steps I need to take
And fight what holds me back,
I need to fight any callings and
Stay on the right track,
I can do it if I have the support
I need, okay?
So please, for now, give me the leeway to find my own way.
I'm not a missionary though
I know I'm a good guy,
And it is this very thought which keeps
Me awake at night,
I hope and know I'm good enough,
To at least attempt your presence,
So feel no fear when we speak please
if you are feeling hesitant,
I'll do my best to not scare you
And rush this large decision,
And if you say "No," that's okay,
No hurt will come from fission
So take your time and when you feel
A choice is at a close,
Let me hear what you have to say
Because
*Who really knows.
