I met you and my life changed for the better
everything seemed to have  a brighter color because
you started a fire inside of me that I didn't even know was possible.
Being around you made everything okay
but now I'm in tears on a plane and I am blaming you.
I thought I was getting better because of you
but I was only absorbing your light.
I was washing your hair while in the shower at five the morning
because you spent the night and your phone lit up "princess"
I can't believe I didn't realize  that your princess isn't me and
your princess never will be me and I hate you so much for
letting me love you  with no intention of loving me back

I've let go of my false hope
There's no reason to hang on

The thought of giving it another try
Makes me feel nauseous

How'd it feel to kiss another woman?
Was it electrifying?

To have the indecency to snap photos
And save them for "your own eyes"

I loved finding out through a friend of a friend
When I previously asked you face-to-face

I had a feeling this was the reason
It had to end in the first place

You're a pathological liar
Who wants the best of both worlds

Go ahead, quench your desire
Devour that thoughtless girl

You asked me if I think he'll cheat again
It hurt me so much to lie to you
I couldn't tell you something that could hurt you so badly
Even in the darkest of times
One should still have hope
Who am I to take that hope away.
Truth is I think that he will
I wish I was wrong and I very well could be
But from what I can tell he will
One time is a mistake but 3 times is not,
He knew what he was doing and didn't care.
He was selfish
He would have never told you and he would still be doing it
Maybe not with the same person but still.
When he would tell me about it
He didn't sound sorry he would sound proud of himself
Like a someone who just stole something expensive and got away with it.
Thats why I think he'll do it again
He wont be able to help himself.
He will just be better at it.
Learn from his mistakes.
He maybe won't do it for a while
But he will eventually.
I dont think you should stay with him
Much less marry him
But I'm not going to tell you that.
I don't want to be blamed for this
This is something you need to learn on your own
Hopefully you don't come to read this. Hopefully I'm wrong about this.
Hopefully you will be happy with him.
That's all I want
For you to be happy even if its without me because I love you

He hurt you with words
He neglected you
He cheated you
I was there
There to mend you
To help pick up your pieces
To listen to everyone word you spoke
And even after that
You are still with him
You will still marry him
I guess he won