Sometimes,
I wake up to the sound of shattering
Dreams—not anyone's but mine,
And I don't even know why?
It's 3AM now,
And I can't sleep,
Why is it so tough to just breathe?
To breathe for an hour,
And I want that shine,
Even if it isn't mine,
Yet I can't reach.
It's not like I don't want to,
It's more like I can't do,
My skills, capabilities are weak,
Or you could also say that,
I'm weak.
The days feel heavy,
And the process is hard,
To maintain week by week,
Still I want to reach.
But to reach,
I need to breathe,
Not just for an hour,
But for a forever.
And sometimes,
This is the reality,
In which you have to breathe,
Not for a day,
Not for a week,
But for the homies,
Still, I want it to be—
a dream...
A shattering dream.