SO stupid, I cannot understand
The relationship may fade but why the friends?
He such a ****, and I am saddened because
A new cheater influenced him

SO young and naïve
Hadn't figured out much yet
Though he knew love at 13
"Lost" it then too

He's such a ****
"leave me alone" he yells
how I wish I would but
im afraid he'd wind up in a cell

What a good boy he was
Had the world ruined him?
SO much hope and chance for success
His chances are so ever now dim

The boys and girls around him
Catch his eyes
Now whenever I look at him
All I wanna say is goodbye

I am become fire
Destroyer of self
Fueling my rage
To stave off my end

Rock and iron 
Silver and gold
Liquid at my ever-slipping reach
A frantic search for foot hold


The center calls
Eternal Rome to which all roads lead
Hermes flock
Euphrates depth

Melt 

Down

old age g)
(rows fa.

s*t.

Do you ever change your character?
Do you ever change when you talk or listen?
I have. I do.
I change every time I interact.
I don't know who I am.
I can't even control it.
I'm influenced too easily.
I have to talk to same way as them.
I have to laugh, hear, smell, breath, THINK the same way.
I have no true character.
I change too much.
I'm a splatter paint picture of a character.
But none of the paint shows my true colors.