There are so much things and moments I miss.
I never thought I would look back again.
I guess ,I was to focused on the darkness
and the rays of light  was not enough
for me to stay .The darkness
consumed and disturbed my soul.

Then the present moments
I would not want to trade either .
because of how much I have grown.
I endured for as long as I could
I was just dying inside.
I left behind a big part of me
and now it leaves my soul restless.

I feel like I am stuck in between.
The past and the Present.
God forgive me for I have tried.
The guilt still eats on me ,the moments
I should have been there and the moments
I am still missing is like a heavy fog that
never goes away.

If only I could be in two places at once.
Or split myself in two.
With my soul it is not well
But I will always be thankful.
Nomatter how rocky the road in life.
I now look at the brighter side of everything.

A lot of excuses to be stressed
In the world are given tests
Think how it could be worse
Act grateful for blessings first
Don't guess what tomorrow has in store
Today I've got people I adore
Nothing can seem that bad
With dog beside making you glad

The Battles of Life,
through sickness, and through health,
through blessings, and good wealth,
all the trials, tribulations, and
everything else,
the wants, and the needs, and
the envious, and the greed,
the feeling of success, and
wanting to succeed!!!
the feeling of hope, the feeling of fear,
the feeling of Challenges, and
the fact that they are near,
don't give in, and don't Cave in,
Stay on the road of
excellency, because
YES!!!
YOU CAN WIN!!!
Keep your eye on the prize,
Keep working for it, and
YOU WILL SEE,
YOU DO HAVE THE ABILITY,
YOU JUST GOT
TO BELIEVE!!!!
AVOID SELFISHNESS, and
CARELESSNESS, and
ALL OF THE ABOVE,
Do your VERY, VERY BEST,
I AM SAYING THIS TO
YOU WITH LOVE!!!!
THE THINGS that we ENDURE,
with AGILITY, and with STRIFE,
the CHALLENGES that we FACE,
THESE ARE THE BATTLES OF LIFE!!!


B.R.
Date: 6/29/2025

Rainbows and vanilla marshmallows
Fill the grey-cloud streaked sky,
The trees on one side
Blow backwards, holding on for dear life.
As I went under the joy-filled coloured high,
I thanked God for His nature’s blessing
And the forgiveness of all my
unnatural thoughts, deeds and messing
And I let out a sigh.

I Am a Blessing, and
you are too,
The Lord has done
so many great things for you,
yes, it's true!!!

You are a Blessing,
Less catastrophe, and
less stressing
He allowed you to see
a brand new day, and
started you on your merry way!!!

I Am a Blessing,
I Am a Testimony,
I have been though a lot,
Oh, can't you just see!!!

I Am a Blessing, and
You should feel the same,
You got a lot to be thankful for,
I claim this in Jesus name!!!

You are a Blessing,
I just wanted you to know,
Keep your trust in Him, and
From this, you will grow!!!!


B.R.
Date: 5/16/2025