I'm sitting under a canopy of dark green leaves I don't recognize the breed You come forward and tell me that a new law has already been discovered What goes up must eventually come down The first time I recited one of my poems aloud I drove through the page leaving skid marks shaped like tongue twisters No one paid attention and when I stepped off to catch my breath I threw up a mouthful of apple seeds that I later dug into the backyard I moved out before i saw any growth but I promise something rose from the dirt, crooked and shy at first A medley of anxious nail-biting and approval-seeking I once knew the secret, the all note worthy testimonial to a meaningful life But the soup has grown timid and uncertain of where it will go when it no longer holds anything A toothbrush is born from underneath my skirt is this cleaning the slate?
A man is lying sideways on a bed, his shoulder softly suffocating a pillow. He is confronted by the image of a lone G.I. at the mouth of the Mekong Delta, flanked by a Dutch colonel woman, pensively staring on. The man is now pointing his gun at the pillow, his aim obstructed by his own head. He is currently in matrimony with the dreams of yesterday, yet not as much so with his extremities. "I wouldn't let it die if I were you," croons a voice from the impossible background, seeming to leap over the hurdles of inner commotion. "Who's that? Whatever could you be?" As forward as he was in his tone, he couldn't resist the dominated position he was in. Even less resistible was the pulling motion of the tunnel behind him. He is now falling back into the sun.
Walking to meet fate you walk in and you’re sat on a cushion mid room ******* out your insides. This whole thing happened years ago. Urban legends laugh as you say your own name three times in the mirror you’re still there
Collection: PERFORMANCE ARTIST POETRY AND BRAIN FARTS FOR UNSOLICITED MICROWAVE HEADS
No people can handle this ****. Barely those who lives through this. All purpose seems the life in flesh; Is horrid at its best. A twisted sitcom show. That’s no less then cruel jokes. many times in deepest holes. eyes glorify the rope. Or mind glorifies rope. Who knows anymore. One realizes loneliness is where the sick is born. One realizes loneliness is how aching hearts shall mourn. Yet again these thoughts of red, beg that one please will tend. With sharp swords and gore. Of Blades piercing flesh Of sharp swords and gore until limbs be torn. Surgical mesh be drenched. This stomach is so sore. Destruction absorbed. Self infliction is adored. ........................................ in that wretched mirror. It is so crystal clear. This face needs disfigured This face needs to be Seared An urge to burn the face, as well as to cut. Perform practices precise. To tame the craves; for blades that thrusts. Fugly as the ugly duckling. If his feathers he began plucking. repulsive ravishing disgust. Spit at reflections for good luck. Anger and vile succumb as it does. In all ways that it can be done, This self harm now one knows and loves. Black seems white feathers of doves. ........................................................... Inside black demented places. Lurk do entities of hatred. Laugh in masks like a masterpiece painted. Unfazed as if one is sedated. Forever this chaos. in pureness created. Dead be these roses. in violet vases. ........................................................ To remain cloaked in magic states. Still many strife always remains. At times it seems the blind are divine. Dilated be these eyes. Shall needles pierce eyeballs to disdain. Urning to spray the eyes with mace. Keep the hArd drugs in the brain. coursing through collapsed and thin veins. Keeping the *** from being laced. Without intoxicates still insane. Only hopelessness and endless pain. At a young age came, demented strange days. Paranoid in fear; With destructive paths near. malevolent demeanors have now appeared. ...................................................... For so long felt so helpless. Life in all forms is selfish. As despair impairs. One becomes more selfless. Remain thy light in darkness black. While psychosis viciously attacks. Crack back Owning a craft. Obsessed with knives and plastic wrap. Unorthodox ways. Leaving blood that rains. Up for many nights and days Owning a craft. This world is sad left perception oh so mad.
One of my longer poems, it will be used as lyrics for my project