Dredging up memories
The past comes back to haunt me

Feeling so badly insecure
I'm starting to lose my composure

Why me?
Why be so friendly?
I'm fearing my destiny...

This endless, painful cycle
Finding myself caught by every obstacle.

The truth hurts,
Lies are worse...
I must be cursed.

I'm unworthy of love
**Cause me, you didn't think of...

I'm
             heartbroken
      by
                    someone
          who
                           never
                 really
                                 wanted
                         me
                                        anyways...

What I
       Need
   Is An
Escape.
     From My Own
    *Reality.

We discovered that this thing is a date.
Thank God.

Pull the trigger for me,
                                            
                                                        
       ­                                     *I can't do it myself.

A judgemental, prideful and arrogant writer confines within his mind.

You*
    May
       Say
          It
   And Feel
       It

**But I Don't

I'm not sure
      h o w
L
   O
      N
           G
I can
    
     k e e p
          this              P
                            *U