Have you heard it?

Pain, it hurts so much, it tears you apart!
I want to scream and shout and let it all out but i havn't.
I fake a smile because thats easy, I fake to be happy in a croud but i cry when i'm alone.
Pain is a  monster that doesn't want you to move on!

Weird, isn't it?
We went from best friends, from being sisters to strangers!
All the lies that were spread by others and you believed it.

Strangers but yet seeing eachother every single day.
Does it hurt? It surely hurts me.
I never thought that our friendship would end, I thought that we'de be friends forever.

Be at each others wedding, seeing each others family grow and be there whenever we need each other.

We went trough so much together to be strangers for each other now!
was it worth it? Our friendship?

Have you ever heard how people talk about you?
I fel for you without knowing you,
I thought of you without knowing you,
I dreamed about you without knowing you.

It's you, you are the one!

Hundred people around me,
laughing, singing and talking.

Why do I still feel empty,
why do I still feel lonely?

So many friends, so many family
and yet I still feel lonely.

Your words are sharper than a knife,
your fists are harder than stone's.

I'm breaking slowly, but you don't notice,
I'm dying slowly, but you don't care.

I'm sorry, I'm giving up slowly.

Help me,
I'm crying myself to sleep
I think of you before I go to bed.

It makes me sad that your not around anymore.
20 years have passed, but I still feel the emptiness.

Help me, please

No eyes can see my tears,
no ears can hear me crying,
all I have is you but where have you gone?

Big eyes that look at me,
eyes that feel like home.

Green eyes that cries about me,
when I'm not around.

Green eyes that I miss,
when you decided to close your eyes.

I'm searching for you but no chance,
I've been calling you but no respons .

Daddy where are you, I've been looking for you.
20 years ago you where here with us.

'Friends' who use you or only come to you when they need something but are never around when you need some help.