my taste buds
are probably ruined
as of today.

how can a lollipop,
so sweet and addictive,
be so bitter and awful
in just less than a bite?

my heart
is probably ruined
as of today.

how can my quick
pounding heartbeats,
be pounding normally
in just less than one love?

reflection,
I see a real beauty
wait, that's not me
but my sister
standing beside
a shabby ol' me

reflection,
trying to catch you
everywhere I go,
but you seem to
avoid me in
all possibilities

reflection,
I look again and see
sometimes I wish the
one staring back
is not me

reflection,
my reflection is sad
what's wrong?
are you mad,
that you're me?

happy new year,
never thought that
the current me wants to
celebrate another year;
filled with uncertainties -
but countless possibilities

because every time I feel sad,
my mind tells me that it's bad,
to have feelings of feelings suppressed,
there's no difference from the undead.

of course, yes I know,
there's no cure in just one go,
but my heart - even tied with a rope,
there's a glimmer of hope

I engraved your name in hatred
for you have hurt my little feelings

countless times.

I wish not,
to write anything,
about love that is
metaphorically
related to Christmas.

how can we forget
that Christmas is
the day where we
rejoice for the Son
and not for the
Sun of your life.

how can we forget
that Christmas is
about giving
your heart to God,
and not giving it
to someone who
might break it.

Alright,
let's get real.

Christmas,
there's nothing
greater than celebrating
the one and only Him,
with words and verses,
written for no one,
but Him.