You hung my heart
on your necklace of shame,
yet you wear it with pride.

You walk among my leaves of emerald,
your hand brushing them softly,
playing with their delicate hairs.
Nature, is in your hands,
desperate to be felt.

I am yet an ocean,
I pull you out, never to return.
Only by a lovers hand,
may you escape.

I may tempt you,
tidal waves carry you back and forth.
Humanity grows further away,
until I drag you under.

Do not try to breath,
my treacherous water
will flood your lungs,
once peaceful,
now at war.

Starting to fall back into those old habits we're all trying to escape,
where we feel the wrong pain
but still take the pills.
Oh how we can drown ourselves just lying in a bath of our own sins.
Oh how hard it is to breath,
when you're suffocating every time you try to sleep.
Oh how we choke as we bring up the fat,
crying and screaming as we die doing all that.
Just one day I wish to be you,
pretty, free and a flawless human being.
The more I wish,
the more I slip away,
until finally one day,
I can end this retched life
and be free from every bodies sight.
Where I lie there'll be no judging here,
just the cold soil where my body will disappear.