he tortures me in the most caring way
his cold touch burns my flesh
his lips are so close to my ear, whispering
but i can’t whisper back
because Daddy told me not to
and he’s—oh *** his touch feels so **** good
i want to scream his name but all i can do is bite my lips
i feel his smile on my ear
at this point my body is shaking
i’m desperate for his lips
and just when i’m about to finish
he stops and says
“bad girls don’t always get things their way”

if he tells me to do it, i am going to do it.
not because he told me to,
but because I want to.

he said "i don't want to put you through any pain, baby,
well. at least not the emotional kind
i want you to get on your knees and hurt for me

let me see how you look as your eyes close and your brow furrows
if only you could see how you cute you are when you get hit, i'm sure you'd fall in love too."

however; i do not give over the right of my free will easily.
but when i see how he knows i am only his to play with as he pleases
when I experience the endorphin rush that only he can bring
it's the closest i feel to true perfection.

The joining
of your soul to mine
You feel it
My heartbeat
Through your lips
My breath
Swirls
Like painting light
Across your body
Fingertips
Tracing bliss
Of knowing
You are mine
Of mixing
Blessing
With desire
Of sacred acts
Older than memory
Of feeling
Your soul
Blend and curl
Under your skin
Letting me in
Meet me
In the place
we both know
is Home
Where I
Belong to you
With names
I cannot remember
My aching heart
Longs to surrender
To everything
Without fear
Meet me here

his lips got that sinful taste
that taste that i enjoy
that taste is the one i want him to spread all over my body
his hands, so glorious that make me think he’s an angel,
that make me squirm in every angle
i want to scream his name but i can’t
his fingers are now in my mouth
and i’m looking at him, firmly
i bite, softly
he grunts, loudly
in a matter of seconds i’m on my knees
looking up at him
his mouth slightly open
eyes closed
his hands on my head
pulling me closer to him,
taking complete control of me
******* my pretty little mouth
daddy just ended my drought.