Mid-spring in Holland
I was strolling on the meadow
Filled with tulips and daffodils
Till the sunset
There came my shadow

Dancing were the trees
To the autumn breeze
I lay down on the soft grass
While watching the sky
As the songbirds fly

A heavenly feeling it is
To be here in paradise
Where beauty never dies
Still, it makes no sense
Without your presence

This nirvana would be nothing
Without you beside me
While counting the stars
And wondering what the galaxy holds
For you're the only one I see

Lie down with me
Let's watch the maple leaves fall
Just to have you in my arms
In this serenity
I'd give you all

His arms were wrapped around me
And I knew that I was finally free
He had the eyes that made me see
What happiness could ever be

Under the stars, we were dancing
For our love began overflowing
My heart made him my king
As I was looking for the ring

In the fresh dawn, I rose
Looking for him after a doze
I lost him; I suppose
Then my heart abruptly froze

I still did wait
I had the faith
For this love was built by fate
Even if he would return too late

I gave you all I had.

When you were sad, I gave you my happiness. When you were weak, I gave you my strength. When you had nobody, I was your friend. When you were unloved, I loved you. Not a single 'thanks' was even said through your mouth.

Now that you have everything I have given, I have nothing. I became nothing. So, you go to other people to enjoy life, be free, give them what you have, and suddenly, they ruin you. Then, you come to me asking for help. And I reply, "I gave you all I had."

"What if he'll break your heart?" My best friend asked.

"What if your heart shatters down into pieces and you don't know what to do anymore?"  My sister asked.

"What if someday, I will hurt you?" He asked.

"I don't have a heart."
I replied.

i loved every single thing about him. all those moments with him, of course, have already been betided. i desired to repeat the past but i don't behold the possibility.

i have ascertained that he had to scoot away from me. it made me feel woebegone. my fragile heart shattered into pieces. everything i saw bedimmed my mind.

he was my everything. he made me experience transcendence which brought my hopes up high. he just left without any farewells; i was too attached to him.

why did he leave without stating any motive? how could i move on? what would my life look like without his presence? will i persist loving another person?

i guess that i have to carry on. life goes on even though he has vanished. i deserve someone better. yet, it's the juncture to let go.