I believe God loves expressions, every colour, every shape, every size - straight lines, crooked lines, fine ones and distortions, different but all enough. Expressions - emotions, facts, irrationality and rationality alike, science and fiction, science-fiction, art - paintings, poetry, music, dance... Every expression, every genre, no categories just all experions... Expressions of the human mind, soul and spirit; Expressions of nature; Expressions of technology; Expressions of life; Expressions of death; Expressions of existence; Epressions of extinction. You are an expression, I am an expression - God's art, God's poetry, God's dance, God's music, God's science experiment, God's discovery, God's invention, God's instrument, God's paint brush, God's dancing shoes, God's pen, God's creativity, God's creation - that's what you are.

I looked forward to seeing you
Because I've been missing you
Actually, I really still do miss you
Though I don't believe I'll ever see you

I don't even believe that you hear a single word of what I'm saying right now
You said I shouldn't just say it but show you how I love you and this is how

That even when you betrayed me by dying
I still think of you as alive, my darling

When it hits, it hits real hard they told me
Reality is cruel for a dreamer you see
It tell us we can never truly be that we wish to be
But still there are those who are willing to pay the fee

They dare to dream, to let their imagination run wild
They refuse to hold back or stop believing like a child
The know full well that reality is not too kind
They let in every positive vibe they can
find
They believe that those who preach reality are blind
So they continue dreaming, leaving the doubters behind

I for one have been told many a time to face reality
That it is only fitting so that I may survive in society
But I never really believed in formality
So I try to escape from reality, call it insanity

They told you to stop day dreaming and wishful thinking
Maybe that's the reason why your dreams are sinking

You only fear because you care
Always here, never getting there
You only hear sounds that scare
All you can bare is that one nightmare

Darkness and light don't share the same might
Your courage and fear can never reach the same height
If you say that you aren't fearless then you definitely right
If you say don't have fear then you bout get a fright

Stars are only clearest in the dark night
But that one star, she dared to be bright
She dared to be bright, when they said it wasn't right
They said it wasn't right to be bright except in the night

She twinkled just like any little star
Though she was different with every little scar
Her scares made her a different kind of star
But that wasn't enough, she just had to raise the bar

So when day came, when the star hid
She shone forth without being timid

Stuck in this boat and I can't swim
I can't even feel a single limb
Every part is numb, my eyes deem
I'm okay, I'm fine, it may seem

I can't explain what or how I'm feeling
I just know that I really need healing
There's no such thing as dreaming
All I see is nightmares and killing

Myself
Yet

You tell me to not not lose hope
But how do you expect me to cope
I already prayed with the Pope
Now I just need a chair and rope

Guess I'll just have to go
Is there any hope? No

I sought joy by holding on to pain
Sought freedom by holding on to a chain
Trying to keep track of the time, my lifetime but I'm too scared to watch
I'll see how it passes fast and my dreams I can no longer touch
Tell me you do see the watch on my wrist
Does it show you what wasted, am I at risk?
I'm looking for fame yet I cover my face
I guess my shame brought me to this place