People who are cruel make me feel ill
Do you get anything out of beating that poor soul?
Do you feel better now for taking advantage of a drunk girl?

You should feel sick to your stomach
Because you if you are content with being abusive
Then you are content with being a **monster

I need to sleep
I close my eyes and try
But the thoughts keep dragging me back

The thoughts keep me wide awake
They haunt me
They taunt me
They tease me
They seize me

If I were to name the thoughts
I would need to know what to call an awake nightmare.

Reminded of old days
Past days
The days where you were constantly on my mind
All the time

Its strange how so much can change in a day
Its weird how we used to be closer than ever but now I feel as though we are just friendly strangers

I trusted you with my life
But now I doubt you would even try

Sometimes I think that it wouldn't matter to you if I was dead

It wouldn't surprise me

Sad how I would do anything to help you
I would risk my life for you

Now I'm not saying I love you
I'm just saying I care for you
As a friend
As someone who saw and knew what no one else did

Its just sad how I'm almost certain you don't feel the same way too. ✳

In another life I swear I would've been a chronic drug addict

Good night
Sleep tight
Rest in peace for you're dead in your dreams

Take this poem how you like
But I urge you to step away from the knife

Life isn't that bad you know
Sure, there will be challenges so hard that you just want to give up
But don't
Stay here with me instead

Don't give up
I need you to be strong
Not everything's wrong

Don't be a quiter

If you need to lean
Lean on me
Just remember that when you fall
I will fall too

Stay strong
Stay strong for me
Because tonight I want to fall asleep knowing you will be alive and leaning on me tomorrow

✳Rather than to find myself falling with you ✳

Thinking your friend is in danger is like getting a phone call saying "I'm beneath your bed"