Ugly ugly ugly I can only assume How you think of me While I lay naked in our room I'm hungry Starving For a touch Of strength and admiration Ugly ugly ugly This is deprivation Ugly ugly ugly I beg to please you Every touch seems new 4 years of cold I've been waiting in our room Ugly got ugly And I'm only left to assume Ugly ugly ugly Your attraction to me is doomed
You are not like the rain You never teased my skin Planting ideas in my head That grew roots in my heart The acid Dripping from your tongue, You burnt me.
The storm raged
The waters haven't calmed since. I felt love, I Feel love, I bleed hurt And long for a tsunami To sweep me from this nightmare. Come back Break my skin Please Show me what it feels like to love again. Let me dance in the toxicity And bathe in the poison Your scent Your fumes Paint Dirt Home A fresh rain falls I'm drawn back in
Missed an hour No problem Missed 3 hours That's a problem At risk of disease Not good I've caught a cold It's not even winter Forgot something What day is it? Need to visit my grandpa Hopped in the vehicle Woke up To shattered realization If only I slept At a daily rhythm