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m Jul 2017
I swear I've listened through we could be beautiful
More times than I could count
I'm fairly confident that I know at least most of the lyrics
I can tell you that 11 blocks is in C Major
And that it's a simple chord progression
Of F, C, and G
In that order
And that even though the chords never change
It does this beautiful thing
Where it feels like they do
And I've even recommended Wrabel
To my therapist
I quote 11 blocks a lot during my sessions
I've written at least one Wrabel inspired poem
Which was based around the first line of the chorus of Poetry
And I don't know why I'm telling you this
Or, rather writing a poem for you as if I'm talking with you
I guess it's just that this is all I have of you
A couple poems
Five songs
And exactly one playing card with a shark on it
I believe it's a seven of hearts, but don't quote me on that
It sits on my bedside table, and I would check that
But I just want to keep writing
And let me be clear about one thing
I am not obsessed with you
I love you, and I care about you
But I don't have feelings for you
I know I grew extremely attached to you
During our nine days
But that's because of something that I didn't tell you or Blake or anyone there about
I have borderline personality disorder
Now, for me
Borderline makes me latch on to people
And once I do
I develop feelings for them
It is often said that people with borderline
Have something called an fp
Favorite person
Which is basically a human comfort item
If that makes any sense
For the good part of two years
My ex boyfriend was my fp
But when I met you
I don't know
Something about you allowed me to let go
I can now go at least three days without talking to him
I don't obsess with him anymore
And I have you to thank for that
Okay, the album ended
Which is probably a sign that this has gone for too long
And I know that I'm going to send this to you
Even though when I started writing I promised myself I wouldn't
Just please
Please
Let me know if you're okay
Because I love you
And I care about you
And I miss you
⁃ morgan
  Apr 2017 m
ejb
YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL AND ALL I WANT IS YOU AND I AM POSITIVELY IN LOVE WITH YOU BUT ITS UNREQUITED LOVE AND IT HURTS SO BAD AND IM SO SICK OF ALL THIS PAIN AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHY IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU
I don't even know what to ******* do anymore and I'm breaking down
  Oct 2016 m
riwa
everyday at 1:56 am an image of your face flashes in my mind
the smile that made the worst situations instantly better
the eyes that were so easy to get lost into
I remember at 1:56 am you whispered "I love you"
and I had no choice but to believe every word you breathed out into the cold evening
every day at 1:56 am the image of your face is enough to make my whole body ache
because I miss the way you used to hold me and tell me I was the brightest star in the entire galaxy
I miss the way you drew constellations in my mind and made me believe ours was the biggest
I miss the way you laced your love around me and made me feel safe in your arms
when 1:56 am is flashed across the face of a clock
all i can think of is the way your hands caressed my body as if I was the most fragile piece of China in the set
The way you looked at me as if I was the most important chapter in the whole book
the way you exhaled my name as if it was crucial to enunciate every syllable correctly
at 1:56 am everyday I remember the way you loved me and my heart breaks because I've realized even the biggest constellations have to fall apart eventually
(4/2/16)
  Oct 2016 m
Lachrymose and Lies
How can I be so evil to the one I used to breathe for?
I am hurt and so spiteful
I am mad and ill met
I am sorry
I'll see you in a month
  Oct 2016 m
S
Hello beautiful
The words everyone wants to hear
To validate their beauty and their worth
Or simply to feel loved
You are loved
Don't ever feel alone
Because I've never met you
And I can honestly say
I love you
And whenever I see you
Hello beautiful
I love all you gerogous people
  Sep 2016 m
lil j
the sky has clouded over with rain and the sun stopped rising in the early morning and you stopped calling and I refuse to believe it's coincidence that daylight left when you did
m Aug 2016
oh, gods
I just want
to feel something again.

this alway happens. I
"get better"
but it doesn't last, and
each time
it's shorter
and shorter
until it's just a week and a half.

no amount of meds, or
crystals, or
therapy, or
aroma therapy, or
meditation, or
anything
will help me feel better.

maybe it's time to quit
"getting better"
and accept my
sad
pointless
reality.
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