mouth opens but no words just breath what to say you wait text a friend i do the same is it worth it or am i stupid what will you say a response i fear i know you'll say what i want to hear why even ask close mouth rethink you wait i've been here in this cycle waiting thinking receiving nothing but stares and blame my question is just me being insane
My friends tell me of their days Same as mine Texting, scrolling, napping, eating Eyes glued to a screen till three am The new night Told it will end in two weeks But there's no true end in sight
My ceiling never changes every night I find myself staring Just these past few weeks I feel as if it gets closer I see a film of my life and everything that never played out flash by The reality I wish could be But it's far from what is happening to me