I ponder over the words then write.
It's flowing,  I'm glowing,  everything is right.
What use to be intimate memories now visible in sight.
Decide on sharing 'cause  I know I'm not the only one.
Turns out I am the only one tonight.

A dog's bark echo in the distance.

Crickets chirp beyond brick walls.

One faintly hears the owl's sweet call.

A pounding heart beneath the shall.

In the silence noises seep

leaving the listener to silently weep.

Afraid  of what I don't know.
love what hate me the most.
Caught in a battle to be myself
when told the best thing is someone  else.

Extricated from defeat.
Accompanied by agony.
Forced to love irony.
Humbled by deceit.

To be myself self I must stay sound
Or change my stars uniquely.
No more innocence to be found
What a battle within me.

You're  looking for your one
Your lover and best friend.
The one to compliment you, know you deep within .  

The one to accept your bad and love all your good.
You'd never admit it, (maybe you would.)

You secretly long for her on and off a whim or shyly wait in fear pondering over him.

Under temporary  lovers you wonder
If its right
very high stakes if it turn out not quite.

We are like puzzles you and I
merely pieces at  the start til we find that perfect someone to mend our broken part.

There are a million words to describe  one feeling, but never enough to start the healing.
No one knows this better than the poet.

I lay down and wonder while my reality unwind. The more serious  a situation  the deeper I climb.

Where dark things lurk and thoughts rewind.Where dreams render me sublime.

I'm lost through space and time
trapped in the essence of my mind.