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13.4k · Feb 2016
pangako
psyche Feb 2016
Ngingiti ako at tatawa
Tatawa na parang di iniwan
Tatawa na parang di nasaktan
Ngingiti at tatawa
..dahil may higit pang darating.
6.4k · May 2016
babalik ka, diba?
psyche May 2016
Mamahalin kita na parang hindi ako nasaktan
Maghihintay ako na parang hindi pa tapos ang lahat
Iibig ako at iibig at iibig
Hanggang sa mapagod ang hapo ko nang puso
Sa di matapos na pag-asang
Babalik ka
Na babalik ka
Ako maghihintay
At ikaw darating
Babalik ka
Babalik k
Babali
Babal
Baba
Ba
B
Ba
Baka
Baka sa
Baka saka
Baka sakali.
6.2k · May 2016
gusto ko...sana
psyche May 2016
Gusto ko sanang hilingin sa mga bituin na ibalik ka sa akin
isigaw sa buong kalangitan kung gaano ako nasasaktan
Habang ibinubulong ng mga butil ng luhang pumapatak mula sa mga mata ko
ang pait ng katotothanang patuloy pa rin akong umaasang
tulad ko’y umaasa ka pa rin
umaasang maibabalik pa natin ang dati.

Gusto ko sanang maniwala sa mga mumunting tinig
Ng mga kulisap, sinasabing “ayos lang yan, magiging ok din ang lahat.”
Na sa bawat lipad ng mga alitaptap
Dala ay liwanag na magbubukas sa kinabukasang
Tayo pa rin hanggang sa hinaharap.

Gusto ko sanang umasa
At huwag mapagod sa mga panalanging
Bukas pag gising ko’y ikaw na ang nasa tabi
Na ang mga walang kasing tamis **** ngiti ang sasalubong
Sa akin mula sa akala kong walang katapusang bangungot
Ng sakit at pighati.

Gusto ko sana
Gusto ko
Gustong gustong gusto ko
Na sanang mawala lahat ng sakit
Lahat ng poot
Lahat ng pag aalinlangan
Lahat lahat
Pati na ang mga alalang
Pilit nagsususmiksik
Sa kaibuturan ko
Mga alaalang naging mitya ng kahapon
At naging hudyat ng ngayon
Ang bagong ikaw at ako
Na minsang naging tayo.
Mga alalang naging dahilan…

Gusto ko
Gustong gustong gusto ko ng
Kalimutan siya.

Sorry.
Pero hindi ko pa rin pala kaya.
3.4k · Mar 2016
UTAK VS. PUSO
psyche Mar 2016
Kapag yung ex mo nakipagbalikan sayo
tatangggapin mo pa ba?
Ako?
oo.
tanga lang eh noh?
oh tapos tatawa tawa ka?
Kung sabagay…
Hindi kita masisissi.
Hindi naman ikaw ang minsang lumigaya
Sa ibabaw ng alapaap
Sa yakap na mahigpit
Sa kamay na minsang nakatagpo ng
Palad
Palad na handang dumamay
Palad na handang umakay sa matarik na bundok
Binuo ng mga daliring handang takpan
Ang minsang mga matang walang humpay na lumuha sa pait na
Dulot ng mapanghusgag tingin ng mundo
hindi.. hindi kita masisisi
dahil hindi naman ikaw nag nakadama
ng matamis na lasa sa pagbigkas ng mga katagang
ikaw.. ikaw lang.. ang mahal ko.
Hindi. Hindi mo narinig ang bawat ngiting
Ipininta ng bawat tawang ibingay
Sa mga simpleng kantang inialay.
hindi.. hindi mo nasaksihan nung araw na ipinaglaban
nya ang pagmamahalang tanging mahalagang bagay na meron ako at sya noon.
Hindi.. hindi mo naramdaman ang lambot ng kasiguraduhang
Matutulog kang nakangiti dahil sya ang katabi mo
At gigising kang may ngiti pa rin dahil panatag ka
Panatag kang sa bisig nya parin nakahimlay.
Hindi.. hind kita masisisi
Dahil hindi mo ramdam
Ang kirot na humiwa dito..
Nung araw na sinabi nyang
“Ayokona”
Ayokona?
Walang eksplenasyon ni walang pasubali
Nabura lahat! Natabunan ng mga tanong hanggang sa naging panghihinayang at poot at
Sinabi kong tama na
Tama ka nga siguro
Ayaw mo na..
Lahat yan tinanggap ko, pilit ipinilit sa isipang
Wala na. tapos na. ending na.

Tapos
Isang araw
Bigla syang kumatok, sabi
“sorry”
Tanginamo. Para san pa?
Ako pa rin daw..
ako parin daw.

Kapag yung ex mo nakipagbalikan sayo
tatanggapin mo pa ba?
Ako?
oo.

pero di gaya ng dati
hindi
na
ako
tanga.
Hindi na...
2.3k · Nov 2014
Cupid to Psyche
psyche Nov 2014
Eyes don’t lie.
Eyes don’t hide.
Eyes reveal.
Eyes confess.

Heart could feel.
Heart will tell.
Heart decides.
Heart will beat.

But love exist
Pick heart over eyes.
For love looks not
With eyes but heart
.
Psyche to Cupid

Hear not with your eyes,
feel not with your ears.
see not with your hands
but say it with your heart.

Love isn't blind
i tell you this
it sees more, not less.
but because it sees more
it is willing to see LESS
1.9k · Mar 2015
the carousel
psyche Mar 2015
let me not to let it all go.
let me not to let it all end.
time goes by, world is round
pin the things in places they fit.

spin the wheel
we'll be up and down
the joyous smiles will then be ours.

spin the wheel
we'll fly in place

but path is round...
we'll meet again.
psyche Sep 2015
you never know how much i cared
you never even cared how much i did
it hurts, though i never asked for more
i still loved you anyway

but the countless nights end
when all sweet legendary tales closed
a hymn to wave sweet farewell then
i closed my eyes in breeze of pain

you are free; you are now
go and fly
be happy, and promise me
to never come back
ever again
just a lil favor on my side.
you gave up, you just did. what else can i do? you're not holding anymore.
1.4k · Aug 2021
Intimacy
psyche Aug 2021
You made me crave for more
and left me hanging
on the bridge
when I expected you
to cross the half
of what you asked from me.

Is it still intimacy
or was I mistaken
from the start?
1.3k · Apr 2021
Rotten
psyche Apr 2021
I wish it could be
as easy as breathing-
to forget people who cause us pain.

But I often forget...
sometimes
even breathing is the hardest

when you were eaten
by rotten lies.
1.3k · Feb 2021
love letter
psyche Feb 2021
I wrote your name
on a piece of paper
traced all the letters
and spelled all the pain
I kept buried deep within.

Perhaps I must send you
a letter today
and be it a reminder
of how cupid once
pulled an arrow
for you and me

ten years ago

on a sunny
Valentine's day.
1.2k · Nov 2014
Who Art Thou?
psyche Nov 2014
Who art thou? Thy devious smiles
That punch the line,
Your masterpiece you’ve thrown above.
Who art thou? Thy humour mind
They ended up in hands of might.
Who art thou? Who knoweth not
But sew thy name in endless trail.
Thy hands were cold
They made those tricks
That at the end thou praises thee.
1.1k · Feb 2021
halfway
psyche Feb 2021
She loves like poems
and stars and moon-
grandeur, finest, calm

But he's an ocean,
lightnings and thunders-
chaotic, loud, ******.

Both unwilling to change
but in tides and trenches
they meet.
they always will
1.1k · Apr 2015
ENDING
psyche Apr 2015
sumulat ako
isang napakagandang obra.
larawan **** nakaukit
sa likod ng bawat letra.
pero hindi mo napansin
ganyan ka naman eh..
laging sa malayo nakatingin.

hanggang sa maubos ang tinta ng plumang gamit ko
tinanong mo kung tungkol saan ang istorya ko...

ngumiti ako, sabay sabing...

"sa ating dalawa sana
kaso napagod na ang pluma ko
sa minsang pinangarap kong wakas"
1.1k · Jun 2021
You are...
psyche Jun 2021
You are allowed to wake up
and still dream..

like how you allow yourself
to die
and still breathe.
1.0k · Dec 2014
freely as the fireworks
psyche Dec 2014
white
red
blue
green
yellow
and boom!!

worry no more
throw all the woes
for in the last minute of the year
we'll be leaving every trash of the past

oh valiant heart smile thy shiny love
spread thy precious joy
and in this coming year
we'll be living...

freely as these
white
red
blue
green
yellow
flies in the sky.
happy new year!!
903 · May 2016
I Chose
psyche May 2016
I chose to be happy
To smile with no regrets

I chose to be witty
To be valiant and not to hate

I chose to move
To turn and not to look back
again

but memories go  strong
as time choose to run
when yesterday now ends
I wipe to reminisce again

And there,
at the end of the day
I still choose
to cry
again.
885 · Feb 2015
once upon a time
psyche Feb 2015
you came
you sat
you left

but then you stay
here in my lonely sheet of paper
tinted by this black silky metal
of the past.

you'll forever be here
and i'll forever feel your hand
ringed in mine
as i write our
forever **once upon a time
it seems like an epoch
yet it feels like yesterday...
forever yesterday
875 · Nov 2014
THE UNREACHABLE SOUL
psyche Nov 2014
our love is like the sun and the moon
we were unintentionally pulled by the gravity
you kiss the earth
I hug the night
I’ll say hello,
you’d wave goodbye.

perhaps we weren’t really
meant to be
mines the sand
yours is the wave
I was waiting for you
and will always be
but when you were there
it seems that you never cared
wiping every lil grains of me.

you stand so firm
you never seemed
the dusk collides
from earth I breath.

I stood here still
the river flows
I see your face
across the wildest coast.

I count your laugh
I hoped to smell
the life you had
though unaware
you made me dreamt..
it’s just the odd
who seems to know

I was soaked in the air
I was caught by the wind
I’m a shell in a reef
praying for someone
who'd fin’lly reap
‘tis untold love of mine
that once hath bloomed

in the unreachable soul
of thy calm aloof ocean.
he's a wind
i'm a dust
maybe i might as well learn how to accept.
we weren't supposed to breathe the same air.
869 · Jun 2021
wounds and freedom
psyche Jun 2021
He gave me wounds;
I gained my freedom
to walk away.
psyche Nov 2014
our song had just ended
no more rhythm
no more lyric
no more tone
I swallowed my pride
and play it all over
again.

Again,
I heard the tune
that bizarre tone
that once we used to sing
It’s just that...
I sing it all...

alone

right now.
833 · Nov 2014
Wish I'd Never Grow Up
psyche Nov 2014
a million smiles
with million little laughs
an airplane from a paper
toys scattered along the room

bubbles during bath
lullabies from mom
tiny little sounds
when dad gets home with hugs

the world's pure and wonderful
with innocence of gladness it held
the day's a sun of light
and it's so quiet during night

everything's funny;
got nothing to regret
i just wish...
i could stay like that.
psyche Jan 2015
He’s here; he was real
But the distance isn’t soft
And fogs had to kneel
In mine and in his; the places will be rift

He’s here; he was real
I could hear him laugh; could even see him smile
But the mile was so far and the view they conceal
From my pale pavement to his palace’s aisle.

He’s here; he was real
I might have held him just right now
Then we’ll be singing in a vow
But the thieves were in places; I would have known now how to feel.

He’s here; he was real
But I doubt he would have known me
For my place is far altered
From his all-known near kingdom they called love.
loving someone who's not even aware of your existence is like waiting for a shooting star to fall. you were once eager and hopeful until you get tired...
for you realized how it had been cloudy all night long.
794 · Mar 2021
2:30 AM
psyche Mar 2021
What's even more painful than
all silent cries you shed
at 2:30 am?
747 · Nov 2014
The Replica
psyche Nov 2014
I looked at her
As she glances at me
Those crystal beans
On her eyes were falling.

I saw the sadness
She’s been hiding inside
The pain she’s been carrying
On that cold dark night.

She then smiled at me
Telling me she was fine
I smiled back at her
I wish I could help.

She started the conversation
Though no words came out
I, then understood
It really hurts.

No one could ever understand
No one…
No one could ever care
No one..

I felt the pain
I wiped her tears
On that cold dark night
I only have my replica.
730 · Jun 2021
right
psyche Jun 2021
I was jealous
I had no right to.

I miss him
I have no right to.

I want to love him
I shall not have the right to.

And so I left...
The only right thing
I have the right to.
719 · Nov 2014
This Pen
psyche Nov 2014
I won’t take a pique;
Won’t even try to speak.
But if by chance you’d ask me why,
I’ll say no word
And let this pen spill off my sword.
hear my voice
703 · Jan 2022
red strings
psyche Jan 2022
And so I cut the red string
to see if it was really love
or peace that I'll be
waving my sleeves with

And to my wonder,
I met both.

Now I am starting
my stiches
repairing the damage
and confusions

this red string
hath brought
to my oh so curious
heart.
I wanted him back,
but being at peace without him
holds me back.
642 · Aug 2014
A Princess' Wish
psyche Aug 2014
A prison on a castle
Beneath the jungle of sorrow.
A princess in a palace of woe
How life could be this cruel!

I wish I could be Aurora
Who had just slept and awaken by a kiss.
If not so like Rapunzel
Who had been saved by a thief.

If the only thing is to bite an apple
Then I’ll follow Juliet who’d been in a sudden death.
May be the beast for whom I gave my love
Will turn into a prince to save my life.
#fairytale
616 · Jan 2022
abyss
psyche Jan 2022
The light was burnin' low;
the sky poured me rains,
he's on the other side
of the pole.

I tucked myself in
and sang a lullaby
for a nearly dead star.
It whispered how it misses home,
and I couldn't agree more.
577 · Jan 2015
h-a-p-p-y
psyche Jan 2015
I knew how to spell it
I even loved pronouncing it
By day and by night
it made my life complete
Until the tragic came...

the moment I had to wipe it all,
forget it…

and just run.
564 · Oct 2014
Yesterday
psyche Oct 2014
Yesterday was a strange age
A man I met with a strange look
Who holds his chin like a quartz
and loves his self like a tsar.
He was a callous; the only man I’ve met
With a scar of grief, his yesterday’s foresee.
It was all about yesterday,
The age where my age had changed by the view
And the strange had changed by a scene
Where love existed from nowhere to be found.
And blemish had turn into a lovely scar.
Yesterday, when no one sees the pain
And no one feels the scar.
Yesterday, when no one hears the cries
And no one tastes the tears.
Yesterday, when gladness spread his wings
And rhythm sings her piece.
Yesterday, when two hearts bloom
With two hands rekindled by forever.
Yesterday…
When someone spares those magic words.
And someone believed it never ends.
How time flies without his wings was still a mystery
But knowing how to love the most imperfect man in the world
Was never been veiled
it hath never been that tough.
Yet the movie ends when music stops
Then curtains closed when lights go fade.
The scene was done and actors waved
Goodbye awaits, a farewell peeks.
It just happened.
Yes..
Now we’re done
Everything had just happened
the day before this age
When today, pain, and end don’t just exist.
558 · Sep 2017
To my Dearest One
psyche Sep 2017
Tell me all little things you couldn’t utter for so long.
walk me on a road you’ve been running alone.
show me the darkness; I’ll play the shadow
you said I was pain.
if I am,
then let me be the cast out light.
I’ll lead the path,
the collateral one-
where no amount of fear
nor a drop of tear
can ever collide.

I’m with you
just hold me tight

Love,
**L-O-V-E
It's not yet too late...
556 · Mar 2021
Untitled
psyche Mar 2021
I haven't had the chance
to know
if he loved me
the same way
I felt for him.

Perhaps it's good thing.

What we do not know
won't hurt us.
551 · Jul 2018
inVISIBLE
psyche Jul 2018
Unending universe
colors of galaxies
under the innumerable stars
with billions of people

I am this tiny particle;
dust in the wind,
sand on earth,
too plain
to be noticed
by someone
who never cared.
545 · Aug 2014
Love in an Autumn
psyche Aug 2014
The wind blew down
On the entire place it held.
Leaves fell down from branches
It’s autumn; an ending again.

The season hath changed
For reasons we’ve seen.
But a farewell waves
I’m scared again to give a peek.

Years ago we held our hands
This tree of strength, it witnessed all.
We took an ought; a promise of innocence
With our young hearts, we thought it all.

‘Twas all been done; the season had ended.
Yeah, we’ve now in different roads.
But under the same sky we stand
With hearts unwanting to look behind.

‘Twas all been gone; the last leaf had fallen
A new will sprout; a beginning again.
Life is a cycle; it ends and starts.
But love for me won’t dare; for ‘twas never been round.
#love #pain #farewell
539 · Feb 2022
in pieces
psyche Feb 2022
And while women her age
walk down the aisles
teary-eyed in veils and flow'rs
adoring flashes wishes them the best,

she confidently ramps
along wide-eyed crowd
wishing they have
what she boldly has-
pieces of peace of mind.
527 · Dec 2014
i'm a fractal
psyche Dec 2014
i was broken...
to stand as a whole
again.
522 · Feb 2021
glitters to wipe
psyche Feb 2021
She loves shiny things,
and perhaps that's the reason why
she adores all stars at night.

The only thing she doesn't like
is how all glittery magics disappear
when all her reals are gone
she was left to wipe
her eyes to dry.
513 · Apr 2021
what bleeds heart
psyche Apr 2021
You broke your own heart
by the risky knife of love
and now you bleed
so you stitch it
with thread of all
painful yet so precious
memories of him.

Go on,
crowned warrior.
be braver,
for all wounds heal
when patched
with what bleeds heart.
511 · Apr 2021
What's the saddest?
psyche Apr 2021
She loved him
and he didn't had
any idea.

What's the saddest?

He knew
and she didn't had
any idea.
511 · Feb 2022
Ikalawang Paglaya
psyche Feb 2022
Wala nang hihigit pa
sa paglayang natamo
matapos ang mahabang gabi
ng unang paglayang ipinagluksa-

ang paglayang inilaan
sa pagbitaw
sa mga ala-alang ipininta
kalakip ng pangakong
bukas,


higit ka nang laya.
508 · Mar 2018
...
psyche Mar 2018
...
She smiles
when he's around...
the same expression he secretly has
whenever he catches her eyes.
Where it all starts
502 · Jan 2015
CHARGES
psyche Jan 2015
I’m in love
He’s in love
I exist
He exists

But I never have him
and he had her

Now I’m in love
And he’s in love
We’re just the same
Yet we repel
476 · Aug 2014
It Won't be Long
psyche Aug 2014
It won't be long I'm quiet sure
Relief will come after the night.
These million sighs with tears in flow
Will soon gets tire without a flaw.

It won't be long I knew it true
Beneath the pain I had it thru.
These blades of scars will surely fade.
I'll fake a smile but true in a decade.

I'll now turn my back
I now won't come back.
In this place of dark when moon hath hid
The same hour you waved for endless byes.
You'll soon be forgotten
You'll see
457 · Aug 2014
REGRETS
psyche Aug 2014
Once, I rode a ride.
Twice, I saw the life.
Thrice, I hang on there.
Now, regrets I have.
445 · Aug 2021
Bones, Heart, and Brain
psyche Aug 2021
My bones are aching
for a tight hug
while my heart
screams thy name
to hold its every beat.

But my brain?
it's willing to die first
before it admits
and surrenders.

Why?
for it felt pain first
that causes too much

too much for the bones
to ache
and for its heart
to break.
438 · Nov 2014
Never Never Mind a Mind
psyche Nov 2014
True to a lie that man feels love.
His ego blooms when he stares at.
The night shift dirt hath turned to green
When only eyes know how to be.
Yes to a lie that we all get hurt
A burden comes when pain invades.
The truth is that a man knows not
What brain could do above his heart.
No one is a saint.
No one is an evil.
No one is so safe.
No one is in harm.
But knowing inside out’s never been rapt
For a mind that speaks dictates it all.
435 · May 2016
skeptical
psyche May 2016
i gave my whole trust
he returned it with excess doubt
now both of us weigh life
lingered in pseudo rotten love
424 · Aug 2021
see through
psyche Aug 2021
Listen not
to what he could utter
for words do fleet
while deeds don't lie

What man wants to
he'll let you see through...
410 · Jan 2015
I Wonder How
psyche Jan 2015
I wonder how life could possibly be so fair
when at some times by the tick and tack of the clock
someone comes…
stays
and goes.

I wonder how life deserves a smile
when at some places by the ups and downs in the roads
and in humps
and rocks in our feet
someone has to stare
and pull
and push us
into somewhere we never desired to be.

And when time comes
I wonder how I could possibly know how to look
in a dreamed perfect photograph of the past
dusted…
rusted by the time
and forgotten by the line
when at this very moment, I wasn’t really eating
the most delicious memories
to look in my own future’s timeline.
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