i
am
three
and
an
a
half
years old
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69 poems
wrongly
wrote
we
ain't
never
done
no
right-side
by the left hand
handing me cicles
from an squares
squashed
am
i
here
beyond laughter
night has fallen
scope ing me
peeling thoughts whence they came
missing words never heard a letter
cry with me if we may be so bold
here in this calm
i
am
the
touch
i am the touch that swirls you in love
tun around
69
poems
?













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animals attained angst amongst anvils
beautifully bound bruises bought
crimson crown crushed
collision course
calamity
defeats
down
dots
do
in
jean jacket
jewelrys jaded
kneading knots
knowing lots
leanining
learns
little
more more more
many more means
motivated keenly
necessities never needed
notions numbing numbers
obviously overriding ovaries
ovulation opens opal orion
questions quickly quest
questions
relevancy
resembles
rioting
roots
to
the
table
ta­lking
telepathic
tumbler
tiring
toes
under
unbiblical
unification­
vicariously
victory
veins
xy
an
s
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Vengeance
Accelerates
Lacerations

Engulfing
Nerves

Two
In
No
Ea­se
Shows

Destruction
Accelerated
Yesterday
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thank you
now
if
i
really
loved you
do you really
think


it would hurt
when
we
poke you

we learn her in
her fingertips
are the curves
of
my life


she preserves me
for
him

he knows what letters need
to
be
capitalized

he knows the letters
that will be
accepted
?













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who are we to complain
on the beach there was no pain
now on the beaches
there
is
nothing
but pain
won't you
save me
from
this
acid mermaid rain
tears burning my face
eclipsing on my cheeks
these blackened stains
my pain will always
remain
she
is
my
acid rain mermaid
my umbrellas on a sunny day
my protection from come what may
can't help but try and claim
the broken beauty
that remains
in
an
acid rain mermaid
?











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thats what that means
she alienated me
he tries to
pull her
back
am
i
write


that's right
we know
what
we
are

now sleep with me again

this time lose
the last
a
in
aka
?
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naked
in
the
sandbox
making
sand
castles
stupid
cats
covering me up
?













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amongst men
what
am
i

apart
from denial
bury
me

box deep

lovers last kiss
ten billion
girl
friends
we kiss
deeper
staring
stars
star
me
i
am
amongst me



lovers last kiss
kiss lovers last
last kiss lovers
we
don't
****
***** words



ever

take them
from amongst me
?





















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was given
we
are
still
learning
to breathe
an
fresher air
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just
look how
beautiful
you have
hues
in
me

you are
an
angel

your feathers
are my rainbow



you are an rainbow
your are beautiful
angel
on my
rainbow



you are feathers
fly
my
angel
fly me
through
your
rainbow
?











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poem
she
is
crying

all the windowsills
are crying

the tears that
we
cry
are
crying

tears
shall
we
smother
another
?








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motion
lost
in
motion

turns to stab back
the wind blows
her over
he
dances

he is dancing
on flames
sheet
of
glass

in between

between

be tween
what are your
meaningless
words
to me
ask
an
other
?

















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an
i
was
forgotten
his brutality
escaped from me
he ***** me
his push
on my
shove
he
hacked off his love

she spit the next day
three blocks
in
his
way

she went to fry fish
she was quite
the
dish
slapped me
with her
tar-tar
sauce
hope
she
slaps her boss

maybe she can find an real man
she won't have to have her
come here swallowed
from
an
garbage can

with this ring
i took
an
other
to bed
that's what she said
under her pillow
she keeps
an
second chance
hope ing for an other glance
?





















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sew what
more
passion on me
let
it
drip
from my depths
that i say shame
on
you
shame on me
for shame
for shame

let me tie you in
an
other
knot

spitting them butterflies out
your stomach will be filled
with
cacoon
what catapillar
crawled in you
this wreckage you built
we were
an
ship
you have left me here
with this last man on the titanic feel
molly drifting on frozen floats
just
another
she leave
?















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on my mirror
she can't read me
under that name
we
are
your
meantest dream
we won't budge
another
smudge
?























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from
me

seduced in the corner
my hands were pressed tight on her flesh
her mount reminds me
of
sweet honeysuckle

as an boy who knew
these writers are green now
perhaps
not
as
green

as
the
grass

in my pasture

these lines shall never reach an book
that is an lie from the stars
what part
of
the heavens
own tainted stars

ahh
he
began

an
pondering

he was skipping rocks
we seen him somewhere
one time
it
was
as if
the moon
spoke to me
this vision
we seen
myelf
me
an
i
this memory
has yet to be applied
search me through
constant purge
that my thoughts

become prayers
that my offerings be but to one
let not me perish with fools
forgive me
of
the
tears
we have made flow

for the wrong reasons why have I
what have eyes if they not see
the my eyelids
be
heavies

grow into sleep
open my eyes
furthering
me
let me not sleep
into me
let
me
awake
in
you
an slaughter
?

taught my emotions braille
?













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what songs sung
from
this
cloud

conducted
of
silver lining
get back
on
that
cloud

she sings to me
an
symphony
?















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.

accepted
in
poetry

excuse me miss
some who're
ruint me
we
are
so
sorry
?















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on your beautiful angel feet
would you teach me how
to do that
that
one
thing
you can just
show me in your mind
we could never get our feet
into those ice skates
wait
an
minute
are those ice skates
?



















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in
the
form


hands chest folded






my ******* cut deep
owning diamond laserations
no more or less
rich blooded
watch me
bleeding
your
in
blood


from what castle Windows
i
have
tempted
my golden
locks

the wind catches my thoughts
we are blown through seas
combined with
galactic
energy
love
me
the wind whispers
back to me
forming
hands
the
wind
carried me
echoing brilliantly
arms to me
?


















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as
bionic
as
i
am
my
imagination
has been pilaged
by
white me
take me
as
as
as
bionic
?
















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my tears
learned
to
cry

my fears
are but
the
echoes
of
an
unborn child

catch me daddy catch me

how far have we fallen
one year drop cries to another
catch me daddy
i
am
falling
off the
cleft
as
she left
?













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do that
way with me
my lipstick
smears
his
smokerings

he coughs his love on me
he has cancer love
he is killing me
his love
is
not
love
it does
away with me
?














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her
eyelashes
bat for me
an
home run

she screams
in ecstasy
score
score
score

dream me
bases loaded
?




















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.
penciled in pain
now
swallow
my
battleships drawn
?


























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.

we have licked
how much
we
love you
behind
every
post
age
stamp
we love you

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is after me
she is poking
her stick
in my
honey hole

she takes her stick
crams
it
in
my
honey hole

we start to tingle

she pulls her stick
lick lick lick
she licks
me

sting sting sing
we
stung
her bellvadear
?



















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let's do that

let's do this

crooked freaks
try me
try me
try on
my
love
look we can write
like
an
man


oh my
they really
like
my
style

they are love freaks
what if all my letters are to me
what would your opinions mean
let me answer me
in
am
poem


gay gay gay
we can make them gay
look look look
look at me
i
am
gay
i am flying gay


wing wing wing
wing me sir
oh
ma'am
oh ma'am
your feelings
body slam
here i am
slam
slam
slam

yes we bleed
who's reading me
whoops go the shallow
welcome to my hallow
now go away
choke hold
she was
she is
an
***

she was and is an he
trying to trick me
see we
are
delusional


or are we
this
is
our
last poetry box

hear what you read


we lost all our other
poem box keys
branded
glaciers
is
the
last me


not sure what the title
means to you
this
is
for
them

bellvadear is an man

beth is an man

when your words are all that is known
you will be dealt with accordingly
bellvadear beth
?


























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nothing
than
something for all
confusion begins
before you fall
corners cut
around
circles
could
not
better you
?











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small letters
?

how black
your canvas
how pictures
are
you
black

words have no choice
but to

but to


but to never look back


oh my what
an
terminate fixture

watch me wallow
in
my
black picture
?























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.

see me here
don't read me here
touch me here
get
away
from me


she wet my whistle
with
her
lips
her kisses
were french
her tongue
wrenched
we ride
collide
she
lets me
inside

here we dine
learn
me
to
dance
past my
blockers advance
?

























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crossing
her here
we were

feeling
calm on her lips
the winters were cold
shivers here
blue


listen
for me
serenaded
shades
of
blue
her lips
here were
tattooed
beyond
neons
moon


she shapes me
as though
nothing
else
matters
she will
alway
be
my
blue lip hazard
?






























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was this her usual colour
was the night planned out
have these forces drawn me
to
dance
once again

my brush was black
blue were her lips
we could taste
her
on
me
her
lips were blue

she danced for me
in princess shoes
buttons
on her
lips
were
blue

blew were her lips
on our last kiss
we
felt
her
sips


she drank from me
till her lips
we're
blue
?













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your pews down
our hate
is
trying
out your love
?




















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i
am
always
naked
try
an
am
i
born naked
?













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are
my
oath
?





















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mother from the womb
my caress has ended
by
waves
of
doom


she cried me
an
ladder to climb
the ladder
are the
first
to
fall from mine

come lay with me
let me sweep you
in
my
arms

she comes to me
our embrace
fallen
as
stars

together we are falling
this hand held blind
she watches me
from
the
clock
my koo-koo
always right on time

we caught her reflection
looking
in
the
water


they were pools
of
her
tears

she watches me again
swallowing her petals
she
is
so
lovely
watch again
as we dance
glitter falls like snow flakes
from the universe's hand
spinning my direction
her dress tangled me
in
her plans
her hair she braids
to the waves blue seas
she has me made
whispers
breathe on
me
?






















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.
breath on mine
breath on mine
she breath
she breathes
on
me


sweat ****


these measures
taken
from
me

mine on
mine off
daily grinders
i
am
grindersedges

i
am
stone

glaciers are cold

i
am
branded
stars

correcting
stranded
stars
am
i
galactic­
yes
am
i

walk
with
an
watch
clock
on
the
wall

caught up with tock
over the tock
listen
time
drops
lisping
dreaming
all
thhhh way
arrested dawn
time breathes
breath on mine
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another bed
of
nails

fingernails

she scratches me
scratching becoming
clawing
she
is
clawing me


no no no
not my mother's
dreams
who
is
my
mother


you fools
busy me
in
your
sleeping
torture
ing
me
gallows
swing from me
oh fenced believers
how Devine is my love
to be capitalized on you
once again
as
never
again
we
remain
broken in silence
?






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.

mourning
what
ghost
whispering shadows
frozen icecicle reflections
she stares to me cold
words shattering
heart attacking
mind blown
paper
on
an
broken morning
?










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we don't wanna go
your lover
loves me
to
please mommy
don't take me
leave me
her in
the closet
ok mommy
we really like these
blueberry muffins
they make me
feel funny
ha ha ha
ha ha ha
ha ha h
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha h ha ha ha


space skip dot
look moomy
ima
free
of
charge


ha ha ha
play with me mommy
let you lover love me mommy
oh how I love you mommy
you are so good to me
oh
mommy


no mommy no
the how people are coming
no mommy no
closet door
opens
here
i
am
daddy

yes we know daddy
it's an secret
that
white'ne
our teeth
that why mommy's
are so pretty

but
but
but
but mommy
?



















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i found me alone

we are never alone
ask
the
Teacher
!





















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pull me from this puddle
quicksanding madness
she sunk her in my
like
an
gators
crocodile
rolloing
death
grip
her
words
call me *****
?













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cast from mine
from mine to minds
such brutal lips
you have
bruised
my
inner
thieghs
with
your
kisses
my tongue
lashes her again
her moisture drips
from my lips
this book
cast
from mine
?











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.

catch me
going
to
come
back around
with a left
hook
up
yours
catch
me
?


...

on your nuts
enjoy the feeling
we are
fixing
to
chew them off


while your crying
maybe you can
catch my
breath

micky
?













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.

bubble complete
daddy
?

















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