You are gone
It were to happen sooner or later
the bar is now closed
we were drunk on the concept of our misery
now it's time to go home,
Oh, I have been wanting to go home for a while
but my bones weren't strong enough to let you know
I felt the need to stay by your side
but now, you are the one leaving
not me
I'm left alone in this dark night
as you just walk away.
I don't particularly feel sad
you won't make me feel that way
not again
I've become immune to your words
it's no trouble, I can walk back home
I am content now
You were as worthy as gold
but I could not keep you on my shoulders for any longer
I wanted you to carry your own flesh
but you got down and left yourself.
I didn't have to go through the affliction of admitting the truth
but believe me,
I was never lying
when I spent all those precious hours over the phone.
Hey, you should realise
the only property that kept us bound together,
was our "similar" torturous lives
excluding that, we were two very different human beings
we had to set our differences apart
make a new start
go in our separate ways
Your beliefs in science
was just pseudo-science to me
it's only defiance
you insult me for my lack of beliefs in your theory's
you even said I needed therapy for that?
your thoughts was becoming flat
you were so hurt by my disagreement?
get alert!
This mind of yours appears to be wearing a skirt in these windy days
It is okay to be me,
just as much as it is okay for you to be you.
Remember? you told me not to change
But you, you
insulted me, abused me, threatened me with all your words
in order to subconsciously alter me
you never realised did you?
guess my absence will teach you
I knew from the day I met you
You were a danger zone
all over
but I over sighted that thought
until now,
it was a blur
it all only re- occurred to me
I didn't want to leave but you did instead
Thank you