It comes and then it goes
It’s fast, then it slows
It’s here today, and gone tomorrow
Its being red and turning yellow

We all need more to keep on being
I lose it all with what I am seeing
But here and there I get a glance
An act of kindness, there is a chance
That everyone is not so bad
That every soul is not that sad

Hope is there in random places
Hope is seen in random faces
Hope gets us through the hardest times
It makes the tallest mountain possible to climb

Where is hope when it’s needed most
Elusive, evading as if a ghost
Even when I see no hope in sight
I say i do for others light

What is hope, what does it mean
Is hope love, can hope be seen
Is it just a feeling when in despair?
Is it real, is it fair?
Probably a little bit of both.
To survive this life, we all need hope

The life I knew, I do not know anymore.
The life I lived, is not like before.
Before you left, things made sense
Now your gone, the world is intense
Intense in the way that it feels like fear.
I want to feel sad, but the shock is severe.

It does bring comfort to know you are ok.
Though you’re gone, you’re not far away.
I can feel you the most when I am alone.
I can’t see your farce, or call on the phone.
I wish it me, instead of being you.
You would have known what to do.

Here on this earth, I am truly alone.
I don’t belong here, this isn’t my home.
For now I know I must figure this out.
With uncertainty, insecurity and doubt.

One thing that is certain,
One thing that is sure.
This is just a short stop,
It is only a minor detour
For something much bigger, grander and fine.
Some call it heaven,  the above, the divine.

I know you are there, and it’s a much better place.
You did your best on the earth, you ran the rat race.
Earth is not meant for a kind soul.
That’s why you left early, I am not whole.
When I look at the cosmos on the darkest of night.
I can see your light, shining so bright

Who’s soul is left for your to break
The 2 you crushed for your own sake
Away from you, away from me.
peace and space they are free

You tore him down piece by piece
You ripped to shreds all his needs
Meek and small but bold and alive
Now she is gone, do you cry ?

I bet you do when others see
Looking for any ounce of pity
Searching out your next attack
Who’s left the break in your sack

It won’t be me, I’ve learned to soon
You dead to me, soulless lagoon
When you finally depart this place
You existence will dissipate

We won’t worry about seeing you again
Without a soul you will never begin

Another day goes by
Another night is gone
Looking at the sky
Wishing all along
We're just a tiny dot
In the infinite so vast
I wonder quite a lot
This life goes by so fast
Whats the point in anything
Why do the things we do
There more to this than something
You are me and I am you

There is a light within
A shine without
An infinite source
The mind with doubt
Beyond the universe
Cosmic between
Eternally it goes
It is rarely seen
It's take your mind
Tears your soul
You find yourself
Life takes it toll

one thing is certain in this life
our destiny is to die
Nothing is for certain or for real
But our soul is eternal, I can feel
We come and go, Life and live
Release our fears, take and give
My true home is the Stars
I look up at night, home is far
My body is here, my heart is there
It's all an illusion, it's hard to care
When I know we are meant
for greater things.
It all so beautiful, yet so strange
Sad and hopeless, my mind is changed
Waking up the soul,we are all the same

Once in a while I listened
Once upon a time I glistened
Some days are up
and then they're down
Life goes on, without a sound.
Change happens that's how it goes
Resist it, persist it, however it flows
Follow the wind, stay with the breeze
Nights and days filled with ease
It's not forever, but it's all real
Pick up the pieces, it's all you feel

Where is god. He isn't near.
If there were god, he wasn't here
I wasted time when I would pray
What kind of god lets us live this way
Evil minds, which have no souls
Pitch black hearts, full of holes
Where was this god, to stop the pain
If there ever is who was humane
I lost faith, a bit each day
When seeing humans act this way
Where was God to restore the order
No walls, no hate, no death, no border
God does not hear me,
he does not hear you
we must believe
It's what we were taught to do
if there is a god, he must be mad
But there isn't a god, so don't be sad

It's funny how the day is long
Too late the night, is always wrong
In between the hollow space
Looking up, face to face
Just because the sky looks blue
Doesn't mean the stars are too
What goes up, must fly away
All stands still are here to stay
My feet are planted on the ground
Silence is the only sound

Being a victim is in the past
The damage done will always last
I must forgive but cant forget
I will live while you barely exist
Point your finger and start to blame
Play the victim to hide your shame.
A stare so cold, hollow blue eyes
No one believe any of your lies

You are hate, not an ounce of good
Wrong or right - wrong you would
Why do you envy and hate so strong
Heartless and evil for so **** long
Cheating, lying - the easy way
Judgement comes - time to pay

When looking back, what will they say
She's a liar, she had to have her way
There is no more bridges left to burn
No one left to twist and turn

Everyone sees what you are
A monster, a snake, we all run far
I am smarter & wiser than before
You evil is deep and to your core
This is the path that you have taken
I now am free and awakened

All the fake words, lies and tears
I see thru you, despite your years
Nice is not a word you use
People are yours to hurt and abuse
As long as you are alive and here
I will stand up and have no fear

You cannot  hurt me anymore
I don't care like I did before
No one responds, reacts or cares
You are unloved, forgotten, despaired
You lost the most important battle of all
Your soul, your life, your existence. You fall