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 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
#9
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
#9
There comes a point in a man's life,
When frustration overwhelms his moral sanity;
The child inside him dies in battle,
As he gives in to the world outside.

When you realise all they want is to see you crying,
The rich are greedy and they want more;
The only way to escape this horrendous cycle,
Is to bend the law according to your will.

*And that's when society rejects you. For protecting your mind, for protecting your heart.
The world is evil. We are born into evil. If you don't hold on to the little good that you find in yourself, around you; then you will be consumed by the world, by evil. Don't lose faith. Stand strong.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
#8
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
#8
It's easy to rebel
It's easy to fight back
But it's difficult to take the hits
And remain silent.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
complexify
Sometimes I’m scared
Of my own mind.

It wanders into
Peculiar darkness
And fallen battlefields
It’d pick up the shards of my past
And create illusions of future.

Sometimes I’m scared
Of my own lips
It speaks its own mind
Before my tiny brain could stop it.
It yearns for your kiss
During the sleepless nights I had.
It’d repeat your name, I swear.

Sometimes I’m scared
Of my own self
My legs would run away from physical reality
Like a total coward I am.
My tears would fall by itself
My eyes would hurt
And it’ll stare into emptiness
My hands would write
About things I wanna forget
About love I’ll regret
And about you, too.

Am I losing myself?
Sorry for not writing for quite some time. This thing happens to me frequently though. My body feels alien sometimes.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
Silence
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
To hide my wisdom,
To protect my freedom;
Foolishness to put on a veil,
Silence will prevail.

Through storms and rains,
Through sorrows and pains;
When all words fail,
Silence will prevail.

After treacherous lies,
After goodwill dies;
When my heart is frail,
Silence will prevail.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
#7
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
#7
I understand,
But I don't relate;
I show,
But I don't feel.
Help.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
complexify
Into You
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
complexify
I am into you.
Too into you.

(But)

Into emptiness I look
As I could look at you no more.

Into hell I go
As I could hold you no more.

(As it go)

Into fire I burn
As I could feel no more.

Into water I drown
As I could breath no more.

Into darkness I fade
As I could shine no more.
I miss you but I don't know what now.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
I wonder
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
timothy
I wonder if you dream the same dreams as I do,
If the same thoughts haunt you too;
If you shed the same tears in the dark of the morning,
And pray the same prayers before you pass out.

I wonder if you are still the person that I used to know,
For whom I could break my bones,
For whom I could break my pride,
For whom I could break my heart.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
complexify
I am a storm
Forced into this
Weak form.

Hey little daisy
If you think you loved me
You're wrong.
Nah, not because I said so
Neither because I was wrong.

I am a storm.
In my journey
I destroy things.
I destroy life.
I destroy happiness.
And do you know why?

It's in me.

It's the reason I exist.

If you still bare to say
That you're in love with me
Know that you'll run from me
Like everyone else.

So go.
Keep your stupid feelings to yourself.
No one should love me. I'm destructive. I've been trying to tell you, Nisa. But you're just too into yourself and your feelings. I did love you. I never lied to you that night. I could just move on from her and go on with you. I realized that a storm cannot live beside a beautiful daisy like you so I decided to turn things around and make you leave me.
 Jun 2016 Kaanan
complexify
I need answers
Right at this moment
I love you
And I would leave anything
Or everything behind
For you.

Dear, I know
I have too many questions
On my mind
But please
Couldn't you just answer one?

I wanna know
If I'm falling
And you would be there
To catch me?
Time and distance can never tear my feelings for you.
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