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 Oct 2017 Iris Madden
oh my stars
inside
there is a deep sadness.
you let it in when you ripped
my heart open.
it swarmed to the
open wound.
don't worry,
my heart is fixed now.
she glued it back together
with her love.
do you realise that she spends
her whole life
tidying up after you?
the thing is:
when she closed my heart
she forgot to remove
the sadness from inside.
so now it's trapped.
and it's trying to escape.
my heart is bursting at the seems
as it fights against the muscular walls.
it's going to break free
any moment now.
and the tears will pour.
make sure you don't have a broken heart
or it will come to you next.
I'm not helping myself with my decision
Even if it is the best
I want her but I don't
I only want to be friends but
She really makes me want to kiss her
With that smile and that gleam
She just makes me want to
Explode in happiness
So I don't want to lose that because
Relationships don't usually work out
I don't want to lose our great conversations
Her stories that I could never write
Drawing her characters and bringing them to life
She's so amazing and
I don't want to lose her
Luckily I'm not in a position to be with her
Though that almost makes it
Worse
Of what I'll do to you
And what I'll do to myself because of it
There's a person I don't speak about
I try to push them from my mind
But there's a self-control drought
I can't leave the past behind
They introduced me to something dark
Something steeped in despair
And when the knife hit its mark
When I needed help, they weren't there

It began as curiosity
But grew into monstrosity
Now our friendship is spent
All I can do is resent
The person who ruined my life
**Who showed me what you can do with a knife
To a friend from long ago
William Saroyan said, "I ruined my
life by marrying the same woman
twice."

there will always be something
to ruin our lives,
William,
it all depends upon
what or which
finds us
first,
we are always
ripe and ready
to be
taken.

ruined lives are
normal
both for the wise
and
others.

it is only when
that life
ruined
becomes ours
we realize
then
that the suicides, the
drunkards, the mad, the
jailed, the dopers
and etc. etc.
are just as common
a part of existence
as the gladiola, the
rainbow
the
hurricane
and nothing
left
on the kitchen
shelf.
 Oct 2017 Iris Madden
Levi Andrew
It's not ruined
If it is...
You're the one
who ruined it.
 Oct 2017 Iris Madden
Miki
Tea Time
 Oct 2017 Iris Madden
Miki
Tea has never tasted
So **** bitter
No amount of
Sugar
Or
Honey
Can drive out
This harsh
Biting taste
That will forever be on my tongue
Because
Of
You
I'm ruined by love
But it's alright,
I have nothing to lose

*Because I've already given my all to you
Inspired by the song Explore by Great Awakening. Awesome song and awesome Christian band :D
 Oct 2017 Iris Madden
hannah
leaves
 Oct 2017 Iris Madden
hannah
the leaves were falling
the way i was falling
for you. //
h.d.
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