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Aug 2014 · 4.5k
A kiss
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
I want you to kiss your love into me.
It's been way to long since I've felt a kiss. But I don't want just an ordinary kiss. I want a kiss so exhilarating and So unforgettable that it'll have me thinking it was my first Kiss.
Aug 2014 · 204
8/5/14 "Hope"
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
Hoping you notice me
Hoping I got your attention
His car is parked in front of my house, his family lives a few doors down from me. He looks at me, but has yet to let words slips through his mouth. Patiently waiting. I'm so hoping that I didn't get my hopes up for nothing.
Aug 2014 · 189
She
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
She
She doesn't love anymore
Actually
She doesn't even feel anymore
Aug 2014 · 231
I Want You
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
" Hungry fingertips anxious to feel even an inch of your soft skin "
Nights.
Aug 2014 · 222
8w
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
8w
Wish I could make you feel my pain.
Aug 2014 · 264
14w
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
14w
They say live life for the fun
I say live life for the Love
Aug 2014 · 267
Letters To You
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
They told me to fall in love with life, nature, the sun and the moon. I didn't listen, I went with my instincts.

I fell in love with you
instead of the sun and moon and I regret nothing.
Always listen to yourself.
Aug 2014 · 272
Caution
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
Oh please don't waist your time
Trying to figure me out
I'm not a puzzle or maze
Just something far more worse
I'm just scared and confused
I want love just as much as much as I despise it
I love it and I hate it
I'm happy but I'm depressed
I'm lonely but I'm surrounded by figments who only love me because of our blood
But we call this life.
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
Kissing me awake is the best breakfast in bed
Poetry and Lemon Tea= best medicine. (:
Aug 2014 · 200
Fears
DarkDepriment Aug 2014
It is both terrifying and beautiful to even think someone could possibly love me so deeply
Wonderful possibilities will be the death of me.
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
This lonely soul
only becomes poetic
when she's sad
This is seriously an issue in my book.
Jul 2014 · 1.6k
Thunderstorms
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
A bittersweet soothing event that terrifies yet amazes me.
Jul 2014 · 278
6/27/14
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
I saw you again today
And god what a relief that was
Because I really thought I'd never see your face again.
I hope I can remember every moment I spend with people who make me feel the way you do.
Jul 2014 · 298
Words Of Advice
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
No matter your situation or circumstance you cannot stop living.
You've only got one life,
One shot to make yourself happy.
Why not do it?
Not a poem but I'm definitely in a motivational spirit and would like to spread the encouragement.
Jul 2014 · 212
15w and a Broken Heart
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
I still don't understand why the people you love the most, hurt you the most.
Jul 2014 · 200
12:49am
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Use your heart to see everything, and not your eyes.
Jul 2014 · 217
Who else does this?
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
I lay in bed at night thinking ...

And thinking

Thinking

Thinking and thinking

And ****

I think to much.
****. I know . But who else can't stop there mind from going a mile a minute with thoughts of everything in the world?
Jul 2014 · 2.9k
DRUGS
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
They are our ESCAPE

Our FANTASY

Our ECSTASY

Our way out.
I posted this poem already but decided to repost it.

- I often hear rants about drugs and peoples opinions of them. I listen carefully and I agree with what some say about drugs and the damage it actually does to people. But people have to think about why drugs are being used in the first place. It's not the "Drugs" it's "Life"

Life is the motherf$&8 who makes us rebel.
I'm not defended it and saying it's okay, but before you judge addicts make sure you look at the bigger picture. The cause of the drug use.
Jul 2014 · 820
I hate smoking but I ...
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Had to get a cigarette to inhale the bad ****
And exhale the ******* .
Playing with death. Digging deeper in my hole of sins.
Jul 2014 · 210
Holes
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Fill your emptiness in my emptiness so I can at least feel something.
Jul 2014 · 400
Reset
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Images flash through my mind
Of my coming of a future
Pictures, videos, events that did not take place in my reality just yet
I was beginning to think I was physic
And then my grandmother easily told me that I have a gift
My fragile mind, oh my
I was beginning to think I was out of it.
They don't come anymore and I need some assurance. But I still have this hope and faith inside me. And there's this small part of me that knows this will happen.
Jul 2014 · 5.6k
Drugs
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
They are our ESCAPE

our Fantasy

Our Ecstasy.

Our way out.
I often hear rants about drugs and peoples nasty opinions of them. I listen carefully and I agree with a few things people say about drugs and the damage it could cause, and is causing, but people have to think of why drugs are being used in the first place. It's not the 'drugs' it's LIFE! Life is the motherf#%*er who makes us rebel.
Jul 2014 · 635
5:00am
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Sleep has not taken me hostage yet
And it is now 5:00am
It probably has not come to me yet because of that monster I drank at the festival
Or maybe the fact that you were there
And I was there but
My heart was not

And my plan was to get ****** up this night
But I wanted to stay sober and remember that you were there
****** so called poem. I know. It's 5:00am. *** my sleeping pattern is ******!
Jul 2014 · 423
Forever is NOT Forever
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
How could you tell me we'd be together forever

But one argument could change us from lovers to strangers.
Jul 2014 · 659
Lately
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Physically, emotionally, spiritually confused.
Jul 2014 · 265
Fate IIV
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
Maybe in this life
We are separate, worlds apart
But I know deep in the depths of my dark dreary heart that in a past life, your were mine and I was yours.
A fear that I could never have you causes me to pour my heart out to strangers who don't care. Hope is all I have.
Jul 2014 · 467
First Sight
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
When I first saw you
Everything around me slowed down
I couldn't help but notice that
Your eyes glowed brighter than any star I've ever laid eyes on
You smiled like the world around you didn't exist
You gave me some kind of unexplainable hope that maybe life is not as bad it's been for me
And this one feeling alone in my stomach terrified my every being
To think that this could be love at first sight.
Jul 2014 · 296
Let Loose
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
" Let's let our souls get wild like the ocean"
Sorry about all of this Ocean stuff. I went to the beach today finally and I've been emotionally connected to the nature of it ever since I left.
Jul 2014 · 237
Going deeper in my mind...
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
I could describe my heartbreaks in the most saddest way
But most of all in my eyes they were black and white in slow motion
A trance of darkness
Drowning in it deeper than any love I've ever witnessed
And the only question swirling in the back of mind was could I ever love again?
Jul 2014 · 476
Beach
DarkDepriment Jul 2014
The oceans waves reminded me of how violent love can be
Jun 2014 · 211
Mine
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
In you, I found myself.
Jun 2014 · 275
The dark whole
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
Is swallowing me again
No one understands
And I wanna go away


Far far away
Alone and content
Warm and Lonely with only myself to comfort

I wanna go away
Away from the madness and gossip
Away from ugly judgmentals who torment my emotions

I wanna go away
And sometimes I wish I didn't need people because on my own id be gone
And alone In A Dark Whole.
Jun 2014 · 197
Sad
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
Sad
Disappearing doesn't sound so bad anymore.
Jun 2014 · 190
One love
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
The first time I reach out to you
And need you the most
You treat me the opposite way of what I needed
How could you do me that way?
That is not love
Jun 2014 · 185
Summer
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
So far this isn't the beginning of summer
It's the beginning of hell.
Jun 2014 · 270
20w
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
20w
I want to need you
And I want to love you
But I also want you to feel the same.
Jun 2014 · 537
Bad Day
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
All my problems are hitting me
All at once and I can feel the depression seeping in
Taking it's rightful position in my insides
My hope for great things are twirling not in my mind but in the universe contemplating if they will be great
And I'm still laying here
In this dark abyss
Wishing things were better
That I had no tears to waste
That my heart wouldn't hurt so much
Jun 2014 · 615
Pull The Trigger
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
Ever get so angry you start shaking?
Wanna cry but you won't
Wanna die but your finger never reaches for the trigger
you just like knowing that you could simply end all the pain by one bullet traveling through your brain


But you don't pull the trigger.
Jun 2014 · 673
Alcohol/You
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
Saying your name tastes like the bitter liquid Of *****
burning my throat but pleasing my insides.
Jun 2014 · 389
Nights
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
It was last night that I've wished for only the simple things with you
Like long kisses and to stay in your arms forever

Or for at least the rest of the night

But tonight I wonder if I'll ever get you
And why can't I permenatly alter my appearance so that I can be a true beauty in your eyes?

Tomorrow night it'll probably be a long prayer
Asking God to bless me with me you

For the millionth time.
Jun 2014 · 329
If Only...
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I could feel your lips upon mine one last time.
Jun 2014 · 1.1k
Alcohol
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I wanna get drunk with you
And tell you all the things I'm afraid to say sober.
Jun 2014 · 424
The Night Comes
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
Only when the night comes
I finally realize how lonely my heart really is
Jun 2014 · 317
Anger Issues
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I fell into a deep angry abyss of rage.
Jun 2014 · 876
Sex
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
***
I've never had *** ... But I  hear it's amazing when it's with someone you truly love.
Jun 2014 · 224
Now That I'm Conscious
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I'm running out of pain pills for my headaches
Im getting less upset that you don't want me
The pain I felt is now numb
And it seems the rain doesn't effect my outlook anymore
Either way I'm colder than I was before
My skin doesn't warm up at the sound of your voice anymore
Things around me are quickly changing
But I'm still intact with my feelings
Jun 2014 · 228
Conclusions (Notebook III)
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I've taken my time and thought
about relationships
My past mistakes and my future goals
I put my old relationships and old feelings in a box
I burned it to ashes and wished it away
I didn't know what to do
I was lost until I finally came to the conclusion that I just Need someone who needs me.
Jun 2014 · 303
Guys
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I just wanna know how guys can use a girl
Abuse her emotionally
Engage in ****** contact
Then leave her
And doesn't feel a **** thing.
Jun 2014 · 304
How could you?
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
You kissed my scars that I stubbornly placed on my skin
How could you not expect me to fall in love?
Jun 2014 · 256
Sometimes
DarkDepriment Jun 2014
I feel as though I'm waisting away
Like I'm just a color on a paper slowly fading
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