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I hate the way you made me cry
And the way I let you in

I hate the way I thought you loved me
Even though that's no longer true

I hate the way I told you my secrets and all of my problems too

I hate the way you knew about my brave shield and still decided to knock it down

I hate the way you gave up without a fight
Even though I know that's what you wanted

I hate the way that you picked now to let it out, at the time I loved you the most

I hate the way I believed you when you'd say you love me every night
And call me perfect even though I knew it was a lie

I hate the fact that you were the reason for the smile on my face
And even worse the tears on my cheek

I hate the way the last memory I have of you is the best we ever shared
Even though your intentions were far away from mine

I hate the way I still remember your little quirks
And you claim to remember mine

And the way I can still remember how your touch felt against my skin
And the butterflies I got in the pit of my stomach when we kissed

I hate the way you accepted my faults and I did the same to you
And the fact you were my first everything

I hate how every room in my house is filled with memories of you

I hate the fact we wasted so much time and the way you didn't give it a second thought

I hate the fact I know you won't change your mind about this no matter how hard I try

And I hate the fact you left my life without any kind of warning
And the fact I didn't have an impact on your life like you did in mine

But most of all I hate the fact I don't hate you, in fact you were the first guy I loved

But you know what, *******, I'm a diamond not a rock
Just broke up after a year, inspired by the poem read in 10 things I hate about you
My poem is my true selfie,
An X-ray of the inner me,
A snap-shot of reality,
A close-up of what's really me,
Un-shopped pixels of beauty.
Me.
 Jun 2014 Gwen Johnson
Lyla
A Book
 Jun 2014 Gwen Johnson
Lyla
We crawl into a book,
slipping in between print,
wrapping ourselves up in the comforting words.
It sits there waiting,
to invite us to its world,
sad dust collects when untouched.
Beauty in the creators imagination,
thought provoking, sad, happy -
emotions created by print on a page.
The smell of earth and must.
An exciting adventure to happen,
or an old and reliable friend.
 Jun 2014 Gwen Johnson
Phoebe
It's been raining since you left
It has never stopped at all
And I've never stopped thinking about
The day it started to fall

It's been raining since you left, dear
I miss when the sun used to shine
Every day was bright then and
On my lips there was a smile

It's been raining since you left me
Some days it drizzles, some it pours
But each day it's all the same
I miss you more and more

It's been raining since you left and
I miss your arms around my heart
Now it's cold and unforgiving
And I'm shivering in the dark

It's been raining since you left, love
Oh your warmth proved way too much
You bent, scarred and burnt me
Yet I'm ice cold to the touch

It's been raining since you left though
I try and try to see the sun
Not even a single ray of light
Have I ever come upon

It's been raining since you left oh
Will I ever find my way?
The rain falling, falling to the ground
Is all I see these days

It's been raining since you left but
The fire in my heart remains
Blazing, raging, flaming
Against the downpour of the rain
 Jun 2014 Gwen Johnson
Phoebe
She opens up Word
To finish her long-ago due homework
Yet she just found herself staring
At her little computer
Sighing, she types in
"asfhdbcndjhdr"
Because that was all
That could come out of her
So she goes and gets
A piece of paper
Thinking, hoping
This might be easier

But after a few minutes
Of her just playing with her pen in her fingers
She stops and groans
Wasn't she supposed to be a writer?
Frustrated, she grabs her pens
And throws them
"****, I can't even finish
A ******* po
 Jun 2014 Gwen Johnson
Phoebe
Let me tell you about the story
Of the sun and the moon
And how they both thought
Their love was surely doomed
They were much too different
They were worlds apart
And so they feared one day
They’d lose the other’s heart
The sun was warm and friendly
Looking down on the world
Where everyone was happy
But the moon was filled with fright
As each eve she bore witness
To the grave sorrows of the night
And as another day passed
And turned over to the evening
The lovers passed each other
They knew something was changing
They thought, surely this was it
Their love-filled days were over

Yet as they grazed past the other
They only felt so much stronger
And from then on they knew they’d be alright
Their doubts forever gone
As soon enough the lovers realized
They had always been wrong
They thought their love was weak
Because they were so different
But really their love was stronger
Than absolutely anything else
As it was what kept them together
Even though they were nothing alike
So forever they remained peaceful
Finding comfort in each other’s light
And never again did they doubt
If the love they shared was right
But their story did not end there
The moon was afraid
She still lived in fear
For the moon loved the sun
More than anything at all
She knew if one day they collide
The sun would be just fine
But the moon, she'd burn out
She would never survive
 Jun 2014 Gwen Johnson
Phoebe
One small bud
Sees the world crying
Hears her wails and her constant sobbing
While the rest of the people remain blind

One small bud
Hears the children begging
Hungry and needy, left alone dying
While everyone else is too busy not minding

One small bud
Tries her best to do something
And she tries and she tries and she's still trying
Yet she finds that no one else is listening

One small bud
Alone, is struggling
But each one of us could try helping
And if all of us try, and try and keep on trying

That one small bud
That wants to make a change
Could be one huge tree
Someday
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