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462 · Jun 2022
Complimentary
Havran Jun 2022
"If I were a storm,
you would be the sea;
you fuel both the chaos
and the serenity
in me."
~D.A., Complimentary
Havran Jun 2015
The faintest hint of you
and I have songs,
and poems,
and words
brimming
from
my very thoughts,
and my mouth,
and my hands.
By all means
I breathe you in
as the air
that fills my lungs.
Havran Jun 2015
If only I was not gravely mistaken
about all the things that matter most to me.

~*D.C.
453 · Sep 2015
By your side
Havran Sep 2015
"Where is your heart?”
she asked.
So I told her
“Wherever you are.”
and that is the truth.
441 · Sep 2015
A six word story
Havran Sep 2015
"Sweetie, you weren't healthy for me."
441 · Jun 2015
Please
Havran Jun 2015
Forgive me.

Forgive me, sweetie,
when I made it seem like I was alright after the separation;
after the crossroads where our paths split in directions
that led Us further apart when once we were inseparable;
our hearts and hands intertwined in love and in hope.

For as of now, it is over.

And I could never remember You, nor Your Love,
as something that did not put a smile on my face
as soon as I wake up, and as I fall asleep.

I cherished every day of Us

as if each day might be The Last.
That's why I always, always tell you that I Love You
whenever I had the chance.

I read somewhere that the only things that you leave for tomorrow
are the things you're okay dying having left undone,
and I wanted to spend every moment of You as something magical.
For the time I had with You was our own little infinity.

I was lost, and You found me.
I was difficult, yet You refused to give up.

And for that, I would rather spare You from the guilt,
and the grief, and the Loss of what You once had,

Because I still have it.

Even though we're no longer together,
it doesn't mean the caring,
and the concern,
and the corny jokes
that we both somehow find hilarious
have to end.

**Wyrda brought us together for a reason, Love.
And I'm happy that it did.
440 · Oct 2015
Resonance
Havran Oct 2015
"The music closest to me? I can feel it in my chest,
playing in time with every single heartbeat."
440 · Jul 2015
Badump-parump-ladump-falump
Havran Jul 2015
goes my ever unsteady heart.

It does not take a pile of torn-up forget-me-nots
for me to falter,
just a name;
Your name.

You are my solemn unmaking,
the end where I begin,
you possess the irrevocable capacity to have written me in reverse.

**** it.
437 · Jun 2015
When will the cycle end?
Havran Jun 2015
If I were to describe how moving on feels,
I’d liken it to a rehabilitation center
that broke me down
until I wasn’t even sure what to believe in anymore.
It made me doubt my passion,
and turned it against me,
until all that’s left was deep seated bitterness,
and the feeling of utter betrayal.
After a while, I thought I was cured.
But then, the withdrawal kicked in,
and I found myself consumed
by an intense longing.
I can’t recall how many times
I’ve been told to go back,
but each visit was always as miserable as the last.
And now I don’t feel like going back anymore,
since the medication doesn’t work at all.
435 · Sep 2015
To the one you love
Havran Sep 2015
"I hope he loves you more than I do,
and when he discovers
how weird you can be
may he love you even more for it.
I hope he cares for you more than I do,
and when the world feels cold
may he be your source of warmth.
I hope he understands you more
than I ever could,
and when the time comes that
you need him,
I hope he gets you right."
434 · Jun 2015
Serene, is it not?
Havran Jun 2015
She wants to,
and she doesn’t.
She wants to,
yet she doesn’t.
She wants to,
*but she doesn’t.
426 · Jun 2022
~
Havran Jun 2022
~
"Let every word
that these hands
will ever
write
be a love
letter
from me
to you."
~D.A., Love letter
423 · Sep 2015
Tell me
Havran Sep 2015
Tell me this isn't where you want to be,
with the wind in your face
and the sun's warm embrace.

Tell me this isn't where you want to be,
with your feet in the sea,
and the waves in calm reverie.

Tell me this isn't where you want to be,
with your voice spilling over the mountainside
and that light, giddy feeling you feel inside.
423 · Apr 2022
~
Havran Apr 2022
~
"Where do unwritten words go?
And why does my chest hurt when you leave?"
~D.A., Unwritten words
421 · Oct 2015
Your light
Havran Oct 2015
"It is especially when the night is darkest
that your light shines through."
Havran Jul 2015
Do you know
what it means
to lose heart
when you
have
so
much
of it?
You’re loving
faster than
you’re losing
love,
and
some nights
even breathing
becomes unbearable.
411 · Oct 2015
00:00
Havran Oct 2015
The quiet wasn't peaceful
merely full of words
neither of us could say
411 · Oct 2015
The exchange
Havran Oct 2015
"It is a terribly wondrous thing to be able to care so much about the lives you come across, but I know it can also be quite draining. So have my heart for now, and I will keep yours in safekeeping until it's back to tip-top shape."
Havran Jun 2015
You are
a work of art;
there is music
in your footsteps,
and melodies
in your voice.
This once
insipid world
is now
full
of colors.
Did you lend a
hand with that?
Did you paint
the skies cerulean,
the curtains green,
the windows red?
In my sorrow
you put a finger
to these lips
as if to say
‘Let us not talk
about sad things’,
then you and I
would speak
about
the goodness
in everything.
Did you lend a
hand with that?
Did you teach
these lips
to express
the miracles
of life,
laughter,
and love?
You had a
gentleness
about those
around you
like you knew
everyone
was fighting
their own battles,
everyone was worth it.
Compassion should
be given where it
is needed.
Did you lend a
hand with that?
Did you show
me when to
give somebody
a shoulder to cry on,
a hand to hold,
a kiss g'night?
Darling,
how I miss you so.
Everything has changed
-even you and I-
but perhaps
you are
all of the
loveliness
that I have written
-and will ever write about-
from the very beginning.
And I
just
couldn’t
grasp you
clearly.
How I
hear,
see,
think,
and feel
are all
different now.
Did you lend
a hand with that?

~*D.C.
Havran May 2015
If what’s on my mind
is real,
I am
but
a stone’s throw,
wind’s blow,
free arrow
away
from
dying;
not
in the literal sense,
but in
the
worst
way
possible.
Here’s the danger
when you tell someone
you love them;
you put yourself
at risk
of dying daily.
And all I have
are words.
Words,
and words,
and words.

*D.C.
410 · Oct 2015
True Freedom
Havran Oct 2015
"Someday I will no longer be caught up in other people’s messes, far away from anyone who ever said they knew me but knew absolutely nothing about my dreams, my poetry, my sadness, or my fears. Someday I will no longer be part of this cycle of hate, forcing me to do things that I will never be happy about, making me hurt myself and the people I care about most. Someday I will be happy with who I am and what I am doing, and I will be freer than even birds."
409 · Sep 2015
The waking dream
Havran Sep 2015
"Love is the dream worth making into reality.
Love is the dream worth waking up to."
406 · Jun 2015
There she goes II
Havran Jun 2015
there she goes again;
more amazing than the last time I saw her
with her lovely voice
and that swagger in her gait
that makes heads turn
even more than twice.

there she goes again;
with the very breath of her
as cascading poetry
in a writer's repertoire
of meaning;
the very reason why I say
these words will never be enough.

there she goes again;
giving me a sense of pride
as she slowly fell asleep
in a jeep homeward bound;
to be as thunder in hurricanes,
*even without me.
395 · May 2015
Untitled
Havran May 2015
To me,
You are
the
seafaring Sun
as it sets sail
over
the far horizon,
while for You,
I am merely
just a name.
— D.C., And it’s so easy to forget names
386 · May 2015
Untitled
Havran May 2015
Because even though
we aren’t as we
used to be
the truth
of the matter is
that I
always
want to be
with
You.
A friend told me
about how
dictionaries work;
about how
-when you look it up-
Life
comes before
Love.
And I realized
that maybe you knew
from the very beginning.”
— D.C., Here’s to what could’ve been #2
384 · Jun 2015
There she goes
Havran Jun 2015
there she goes again
just like the song
with a fractured heart
taking more and more time to heal
every single step of the way
back to the woman she once used to be.

I am to blame,
in part,
for not being there for her
when she needed me the most
and this is what guilt tastes like;

Awfully bitter, in pure distaste.

I can't save You from yourself, sweetie,
but I forgive You for the both of us,
and I know how it feels
to not be strong enough to forgive myself.

What has become of us?
I'm sorry, my Love.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
384 · May 2015
____
Havran May 2015
There is
a mirror,
blurred,
and misty,
where
I wrote
Your
name
in
pleasant
reminiscence,
showing me
just how much
I really do
miss the very
light
of you.
And here's
the change
you've made
in me:
I can write
about
The Sun
now.
You walked
into my life
for a reason,
you've
taught me
how
Happiness
is
a choice,
and right
now,
I
choose
to be
happy.
D.C., You've found the change in me
383 · Jan 2022
Plans
Havran Jan 2022
Meet me at the train station.
Meet me by the sea.
Hold my hand.
Come away with me.

Let’s get lost.
Let’s be together.
Let’s be lost in each other forever.

Watch some movies.
No more pretending.
I’ll be yours even after the ending.

Hug me tightly.
I won’t let you go.
We will love.
We will love.

I know, I know~
~D.A.
380 · Sep 2015
Everything is different
Havran Sep 2015
"I still remember a time before you, and with it I can say with certainty that everything is different now. I have known loss and heartache, but I've also discovered love and wonder, and all this you have brought by simply being true to yourself."
379 · Jun 2015
Lachrymose Lovers
Havran Jun 2015
I don't miss You
as much as I did a week ago;
I miss You more,
but not in the same way as love birds do
when la mia amata
just  
wasn't
the same anymore.
Do You know how love birds love?  
The pain of losing their loved one is so intense
that they cope with the loss
in self-destruction.
Do You know how love birds love?
They Love fully,

*even after Death
376 · Oct 2015
00:02
Havran Oct 2015
You sigh and shake your head
and I know you've grown sick
of wanting but never being
373 · Jun 2015
How poetry is formed
Havran Jun 2015
In my mind's eye
I see
the vast expanse
of the abyss
as it looms
ever closer
into conscious reality.
Something dark,
ancient,
and sentient,
awaits in
disturbed slumber
to bring about
chaos
to the world.
Its tendrils
reach out
to envelop the sky
darker and darker still
until all that remains is
its very presence.
And when
the hour is at hand
the darkness fades
into the earth
and sleeps

*until the harrowing cycle begins anew.
Havran Jul 2015
I used to define myself by how successful I was,
whether it was through stacking accolades,
the praise I receive from others,
or just plain getting what I want.
I don't want to be that kind of person anymore.
Let what I love define me.
363 · Dec 2015
-
Havran Dec 2015
-
"Never let anyone invalidate what you feel."
Havran Jun 2015
When I tell people
that something
seems to be missing
in my life,
they tell me
what I need is a girlfriend.
But deep down,
I thought to myself,
all I ever need
is You.

~*D.C.
357 · Sep 2015
~
Havran Sep 2015
~
"I am your keeper."
346 · Feb 2016
Together again
Havran Feb 2016
No matter how,
or where,
or when,
I'm the best kind
of happy
when we're together again.
:)
343 · May 2015
For You
Havran May 2015
I have loved You dearly
Before,
and I will love You dearly,
even After.

*D.C.
338 · Oct 2015
Like we used to
Havran Oct 2015
"She can be stubborn to a fault, ill-tempered, vain, petty, insensitive, and needy, but she can also be gentle, caring, selfless, understanding, patient, and loving. I wish I could say more; to be with her, giving my best to keep her safe whenever she feels the burdens on her two little shoulders -to share the love between us like we used to. But such is life, and sometimes two people love each other then one of them falls out of it while the other has to deal with the pain of staying, and somehow moving on."
338 · Jul 2015
This heart
Havran Jul 2015
was not ready
for lovers
who found it
easy
to walk
in
and
out
of its life.
338 · Apr 2022
Homesick
Havran Apr 2022
"I am back in the house where I grew up in,
but every piece of me is homesick for You."
~D.A.
334 · Sep 2015
They will find a way
Havran Sep 2015
"No matter how hard you try to keep people for from the world, one way or another they will be a part of it; they will venture out. They will explore. They will find adventure. If we were to liken ourselves to birds, we too possess a yearning to be free, even if it meant leaving the safety of our cages."
334 · Dec 2021
~
Havran Dec 2021
~
"My chest is a garden of words;
full of seeds that you planted."
~D.A.
334 · Jun 2015
Just a few broken notes
Havran Jun 2015
I’m not sure where to go,
but I sure do have a lot to do.
If only my voice didn’t crack whenever I sang.
If only my fingers were steady when I hold a guitar.
If only my feet were coordinated as I start to drum.
If only my ears never missed a cue during a performance.
If only my hands wouldn’t stop as I wrote a song.
There’s so much I want to do,
and I’m just a normal dreamer like everyone else.
It takes both heart and mind to make good music.
You have to sing from your heart,
and you have to keep who’s listening in mind.

~*D.C.
331 · Oct 2015
~
Havran Oct 2015
~
"Rugged, weathered, tears here and there with rusted lungs, I still believe we were born to love. Keep that twinkle in your eyes; your very own shooting stars. The world is a cruel place, and I can only do so much to brace you for it. I love you, you know that right? When I am somewhere far away and you miss me always remember that I love you. "
329 · Sep 2015
Live
Havran Sep 2015
"Make that phone call, go somewhere you've never been before,explore, discover, tell someone you love them, get rejected, learn to love again, or love them regardless, try harder, be the best you can be, eat the food you've been craving for, write that novel-
Embrace.
Your.
Dreams."
328 · Jun 2015
Maybe
Havran Jun 2015
She
isn't really
the Sun,
yet she is
what it represents;
life,
hope,
and warmth.


She gives meaning to the words
*Celestial Incarnate.
323 · Sep 2015
She & I
Havran Sep 2015
"She is gentle sweetness, and I was stubborn hardheadedness;
I knew naught of loving softly until she showed me the way."
323 · Oct 2015
His letter
Havran Oct 2015
"When you go, I will miss you very much, and this you know. You would never mean to hurt me, Darling, but you have to leave me behind as well, and the part that makes this difficult is that I will tell you to take care, even when I want you to stay."
322 · Jul 2016
Xenophilia
Havran Jul 2016
There’s something about
ebony hues,
and how I’m terribly fond of them;
be it on cats, or hats, or shoes,
the sweater my mom gave to me,
the guitar she brought home
from one of her trips,
my bag that’s torn in some places,
or the hoodie I keep as a memento.
Like the color of your hair,
or the color of your shoes,
dark as a lightless night
but still clear as day.

And I know
you’re afraid of the dark
but I hope that the dark isn’t so scary
when we’re facing it together.

I hate you
and there are a dozen things
I want to tell you
right now
but I just want you to know
that I
will never forget you.
These past few days
just seemed so unreal,
but I’m glad that they happened.
Oh, and I think you’re real cool.
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