Disgracing the World

Disgracing the World Nov 2018

You're the angel of my dreams
The hero of my nightmares
You're always there for me
When life's too much to bare

#angel #hero #dream #nightmare #lifelove #hate #thereforme

Disgracing the World Nov 2018

Why have I become
This hopeless burden
What have I done
How did this began

Why won't she admit
I'm just a bother
We both know it
And that I'm sure

I annoy the **** out of her, I just wish she enjoyed talking to me as much as I do her

#burden #irritating #annoying #bother #talk

Disgracing the World Nov 2018

First Day In Love

We talked for a day
I was instantly in love
But there's no way
Is this really love

Just the thought of her
Sends me shivers
But I can't be sure
Until I kiss her

A really sloppy poem

#love #day #sure #time #kiss #her

Disgracing the World Oct 2018

My Cure

I abuse them
They abuse me
But I let them
They help me see

They call it drugs
I call it cure
They're far better than hugs
They help rid all my fear

Pills feel good

#drug #abuse #cure #help #fear

Disgracing the World Oct 2018

Endless love, Endless greed

I want to get over you
I wish I could forget you
Why is it you that I need
Is it my endless greed

I could never regret
But I wish it never happened
Why don't the memories fade
Why can't they just go away

I had an endless love
That filled the sky above
It was all reserved for you
I thought I had yours too...

#love #endless #greed #emotion #regret #fade

Disgracing the World Oct 2018

Only going down

I'll smile today
I'll cry tonight
Cause everyday
Is a constant fight

I fight with myself
And everyone around
I want to be well
But life drags me down

Just a quick piece, enjoy

#smile #cry #depression #fight #constant #myself #everyone #drag #down

Disgracing the World Oct 2018

Lacking Certainty

I try to reach out
You don't respond
This gives me doubt
But I still continue on

I communicate again
Not a voice to be heard
Does she not want me then?
I wish I could be sure

Going through tough times and feeling tough emotions. Just another piece fueled off my reality

#certainty #call #respond #voice #none #doubt #reach #out #nothing