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Sep 18 · 15
3:05 AM
Z Sep 18
let me tell me you something about colors

silver produces red
red and silver
turns white into black
black brings you yellow
until you end up with blue
suicide
Sep 18 · 33
Save me
Z Sep 18
I'm tired
You're urging me
to keep doing it
to keep up
but how can I?
I'm already way too deep
I'm drowning
Save me
words i can't tell her part 10
Sep 18 · 43
006
Z Sep 18
006
I love you
as much as I loved myself
You love me
the best way you possibly can

But,

I don't love myself anymore
and you?
You just simply can't find reason
to love me anymore
Para kay E
Sep 13 · 27
3:04 am
Z Sep 13
I just don't want to live in this world anymore.
life is unfair. death is the answer
Sep 8 · 118
3:03 am
Z Sep 8
Hello,
Can you promise me one thing?
Please don't forget me.
I told you I won't start with hello
for it always end with goodbye
But I think,
the time has come
Goodbye.
For you
Sep 3 · 24
Unmask
Z Sep 3
He pretend he's strong
and acts like nothing is wrong
but he is not a stone
He cries when he's alone

so when you meet him along the way
greet him and say hey
tell him to have a good day
because everything will be just okay
Sep 2 · 65
3:02 am
Z Sep 2
What's the point of existing when you're not needed anymore?
Aug 26 · 36
Pluviophile
Z Aug 26
Gloomy sky
Deafening silence
It started pouring
I am not sure
Are these rain?
or are these my tears?
Like rain that I can't stop from falling
I can't stop my heart from breaking
But at least this time...
I am no longer alone
Because the clouds are crying with me
Aug 25 · 24
Tick tock tick tock
Z Aug 25
Another Tuesday morning
Woke up from a bad dream
Last night didn't end well
Screams heard from here and there

Got up and checked the clock
Tick tock tick tock
I need to be quick
Don't have time to think

What a way to start my day
Series of unfortunate events
Pile of letters and bills
Unwashed dishes
Broken toaster
Spilled coffee
Disheveled hair
Worn out clothes
Forgotten umbrella
I am running out of time

Road construction ahead
Here I am still stuck in traffic
Tick tock tick tock
I need to start moving
Aug 22 · 283
Hello... Stranger?
Z Aug 22
Haven't heard from you for so long
Feels like I don't know you anymore
I wonder where did it all go wrong
Let's go back to how it was before
words i can't tell her part 10
Aug 13 · 38
Warmth
Z Aug 13
Cold.
Rain.
Soup.
Sweaters.
Hot chocolate.
You.
I'm yearning for your warmth.
Aug 12 · 54
Hide and Seek
Z Aug 12
We played a game
and i am "it"
I started counting
1, 2
Go and run fast
3, 4
Hide where I can't see
5, 6
Walls, shadows and words
They help you disappear
7, 8
I keep on searching
9
I'm starting to get tired
10
Peakaboo!!
I see you.
You're finally found.
You are meant to be found.
Anohana.
Menma, found you!
Aug 12 · 24
Kismet
Z Aug 12
We didn't end up together.
I am the sunshine.
You are the storm.
We are the sunshower.
Our memories are rainbow.

We are perfect yet not.
We are equal yet opposite.

But....
You are you,
and I am me.

No matter how we end up
in thousand realities,
I'll keep on dreaming
for there's one thing
I am sure of....

That one day
You and I
will eventually have
our happy ending.
part 4 of Contraire, Sunshower, and Rainbow
Aug 12 · 126
Rainbow
Z Aug 12
We tried to be together.
You are the sunshine.
I am the storm.
We are the sunshower.

But....

Everything is temporary
A fleeting moment of bliss
You can't calm the storm,
so you stop trying.
I can't stay in your light,
so I stop coming.

We've come to accept
that sunshines and storms
can never be together.

You lost your brightness
Your happiness.
Your smiles.
I've got to let you go.

But there will be a rainbow
A haunting reminder
that once in our lifetime
our paths crossed.
Part 3 of Contraire and Sunshower
Aug 11 · 26
Sunshower
Z Aug 11
How can we be together?
I am the sunshine.
You are the storm.
But then you chose me,
and I accepted you.

Together,
We are the Sunshower.
Gloomy yet warm.
Pouring yet calm.
Unexpected.
Rare.

Together,
We are imperfectly perfect
and until now,
the idea of us
still amazes me.
part 2. reply to Contraire
Aug 10 · 132
Contraire
Z Aug 10
She radiates happiness.
Smiles.
Warmth.
Positivity.
A beautiful sunshine.

And me...

I am filled with sorrow.
Chaotic.
Cold.
Gloomy.
A dark storm.

How can we be together?
Aug 10 · 32
005
Z Aug 10
005
Mahal Kita

Dalawang salita na tila hindi sapat

Upang bigyang kahulugan itong nadarama

Pagkat walang katumbas pag-ibig sayo sinta
Para kay E
Aug 10 · 67
004
Z Aug 10
004
Araw-araw,

panibagong umaga

Panibagong hamon

sa pagitan nating dalawa

Walang sawa akong babangon

sa bawat umaga

Hanggat alam ko

na ikaw ay kasama
para kay E
Aug 6 · 65
003
Z Aug 6
003
Pag-ibig mo man ay puno ng pagdududa

Hayaan **** alisin ko ang pangamba

Babalutin kita ng aking pag-ibig

Pananatilihin ka sa aking mga bisig
Para kay E
Aug 6 · 25
002
Z Aug 6
002
Piliin **** maging masaya

Bumangon ka

Kalimutan ang lungkot

Sa akin ay kumapit

Ililigtas kita mula sa pighati
Para kay E
Aug 6 · 42
001
Z Aug 6
001
I found you
And it was enough
It was worth it

But it doesn't mean
You have to see me too
Because I don't deserve
Someone as precious as you
Para kay E
Jul 24 · 316
Words I can't tell her
Z Jul 24
I'm tired.
I'm sad.
I'm disappointed.
I feel like a fool.
I'll keep on trying.
I'm jealous.
I'm breaking in silence.
I'll be waiting.
Even though my heart aches,
It's okay.
I still love you.
I always have.
I always will.
I hope you still love me too.
words i can't tell her series
part 9
Jul 23 · 154
Zombie
Z Jul 23
I'm still alive
I am still breathing
But... Every day
It gets even harder

I used to feel tired
to feel accomplished
But.... Now
I'm just numb

I don't feel anymore
Like a zombie
Wandering the Earth
with a meaningless life
there's nothing that can cure me
Jul 13 · 59
It's Okay
Z Jul 13
Maybe it's her grumpy side that I fell in love with
Maybe it's her patience, or her whole existence
that made me want to be with her
or maybe it's her "I miss you" that made me stay
Maybe the only reason I stayed is because I love her
I love her that even though it hurts, I keep saying I'll stay

Maybe it breaks me when she only sees the worst in me
Maybe I apologized way too much
Maybe it's her "I'm used to it"
that made me stop doing anything
Maybe the only reason I stayed is because I'm used to it
I'm used to the pain every time she ignores me

Maybe she don't want me anymore
Maybe I'll reach my breaking point
Maybe we need to set each other free
Maybe we are not meant to be with each other's arms
But until that happens, I'll stay
and I'll keep saying "it's okay"
words i can't tell her part 8
Jul 9 · 45
1:13 am
Z Jul 9
my heart aches
literally and figuratively
i want to tell you
but you are too busy
ignoring me
words i can't tell her part 7
Jul 8 · 103
Meteors
Z Jul 8
You're a fallen
Not an angel from heaven
But a lover from the stars
Given to me
Like a wish come true
Jul 6 · 363
Arrhythmia
Z Jul 6
my heart
it does not beat
like normal hearts do,
but i know for sure
that this peculiar heart of mine
beats just for you.
Apr 29 · 99
Waiting
Z Apr 29
51 hours, 6 minutes
It's only you I can think of

51 hours, 6 minutes
I'm waiting for you to notice me

51 hours, 6 minutes
I want to keep waiting
but it is just so tiring

51 hours, 6 minutes
I'm sad
I'm disappointed
I'm jealous
I'm tired
but I still love you
and I'll keep on waiting
words i can't tell her part 6
Apr 26 · 43
Why I write
Z Apr 26
I write...
...because I have no one to play along with when I was young
...because I'm too skinny to play sports when I was on grade school
...because my grandmother gave me a pen and a paper as a birthday gift
...because I want to impress the girl next door
...because I got very ill I need to stay indoors for a whole month
...because I don't want to forget
...because I got my heart broken
...because I miss her a lot
...because there's a lot of things running on my mind
...because my mom loves my poems
...because I'm happy
...because I failed my major subject
...because I'm too bored
...because I got accepted for a job
...to explore all the things I'm afraid of.
...to convey the words I ******* say.
...to help others understand me, to help me understand me.

And I will keep on writing
Apr 25 · 457
Silence
Z Apr 25
I
love
you
so
much
it's
breaking
me
to
pieces
words i can't tell her part 5
Apr 25 · 76
la realtà
Z Apr 25
My eyes are crying
My lips are quivering
My body is shaking
My heart is shattering
My hands are bleeding
My limbs are giving up
My breathe is running out
And all of you are just staring
Apr 25 · 91
Jealous
Z Apr 25
I'm jealous of the way
you care for others
yet you can't even ask how my day was

I'm jealous of the way
you make time for others
yet you ignore me all the time

I'm jealous of the way
you smile at the littlest thing they do
yet you disregard all my efforts

I'm jealous
that you can be happy without me
yet my heart is shattering
at the thought of not being with you

I'm sad
I'm disappointed
I'm jealous
but I still love you
Always have, always will
words i can't tell her part 4
Apr 24 · 28
If Ever
Z Apr 24
If ever we leave this moment
Please remember all the good times
Days filled with laughters
With two hearts beating the same rhythm

If ever we look back
Please forget about the bad times
The petty fights and silent treatments
Where everything is taken for granted

If ever we change
Please promise not to forget us
The “us”, who faced life’s twists
The “us”, who overcame the same

If ever our fate cross again
Please let's reminisce together
Those days made all seemed better
Even when we ignore each other

If ever there’s another chance
Please let’s make new memories
No hesitation, no guilt
This time, no goodbye
Apr 23 · 196
Trying
Z Apr 23
I don't understand you anymore
or maybe
we never understood each other at all

Sometimes,
You're as warm as a wool sweater
Sometimes,
You're as cold as the morning breeze
When I don't have time for you,
you get mad
When I exert effort to make time for us,
you ignore me
When I give you enough time,
you feel unsatisfied

I know I'm not perfect
I have the same flaws too
But please know that I'm trying
to be the best that I can be for you

Please don't ignore my I miss you
Please reply to my I love you
Please tell me how your day was
Because all I want is to be noticed by you

It's been a week already
I still feel sad
I still feel disappointed
And I still love you
I always will
poem out of frustration. forgive me.
words i can't tell her part 3
Apr 15 · 50
04-15-2020
Z Apr 15
Today
is
the
worst
15th.
I'm sad.
I'm disappointed.
But I still love you
and I feel like a fool.
words i can't tell her part 2
Apr 15 · 55
Tired
Z Apr 15
With a gasp I wake
Another day I dread
Must I go? Can’t I stay?
I’ll behave I pray

With a crushing disappointment
I got up
to face the day
I want to give up

A smile on my face, I got ready
With a spring on my steps,
I waved eagerly
The mask I wear feels itchy

With my head held down, I arrived
Heard voices I so despise
When will it end, this torment
Or shall I end myself instead?
words i can't tell her part 1
Mar 15 · 43
You
Z Mar 15
You
The smell of your hair
when you first get out of the shower
The way you rub your eyes in the morning
when you first wake up
All those little things about you
are the reasons the world desrves you

You're made of so much beauty
But it seems that you forgot
when you decided you were defined
by all the things that you're not.

You are not the movies you see
You are not the food you eat
You are not the people you talk to
You are not the clothes you wear
You are not the words you swear
You are neither stupid nor ugly
You are neither too skinny nor too chubby
You are neither too perfect nor a defect
You are not who others want you to be
and you are not going to let anyone label you

Forget about the past
Forget about who you're not
Remember who you love
And feel beauty in your reflection
You are you
You are something much beyond
Nov 2019 · 510
Buhay
Z Nov 2019
Sa pagdaan ng araw, nadaragdagan
Mga katanungan sa aking isipan
Ngunit paano ko nga ba sisimulan
Saan matatagpuan ang kasagutan

Tama ba na akin pang abuting pilit
Pangarap na noo'y ninais makamit
Kung katumbas nito ay hirap at sakit
Idagdag pa ang mga pangmamaliit

Minsan naisip ko, ano ba ang saysay?
Bakit patuloy pa tayong nabubuhay?
Nagtitiis sa mundong puno ng lumbay
Kung sa huli tayo rin ay mamamatay

Marahil ay alam ko naman ang sagot
Dito sa tanong ko na paikot-ikot
Ako ay sadya lamang na natatakot
Na lahat ay magiging isang bangungot
Jan 2019 · 309
CAFE
Z Jan 2019
Sometimes,
I walk around
Scan the crowd
Randomly sit on a cafe
And wonder if that is the place
Where our paths will cross.

If that day happens,
Would you randomly sit with me
As if we've known each other
For a very long time
Would you start to walk with me
And never leave my side?
Oct 2018 · 257
Masaya ako
Z Oct 2018
Masaya ako

Ulit-ulitin mo hanggang sa maniwala sila

Masaya ako

Ulit-ulitin mo hanggang sa maniwala ka

Masaya ako

Ulit-ulitin mo hanggang sa mapagod ka
Masaya ako. Masaya ako. Masaya ako.
Written in Filipino
Sep 2018 · 210
G H I
Z Sep 2018
G
You're the most Generous person
that I've ever known
I wish more people knew
how Gorgeous your heart is

H
You're the epitome of Hard Work
you work hard in everything you do
I admire your Humility
I want to be just like you

I
Incredible
No other words
for this word alone
describes the kind of person you are
Part 3
You are my A-Z
Work in progress
Sep 2018 · 199
3:01 AM
Z Sep 2018
I always have this feeling

that I'm not doing as much as I can in this world

or I'm not changing the world in any way,

So what's the point of living?

I just wanted to erase my existence,

but then a dreadful moment happened

I lost my mom to cancer

it made me feel like it was selfish of me to choose to die

when some people don't even have a choice.
Sep 2018 · 2.3k
My Universe
Z Sep 2018
I want to be close to you like Mercury
to see your full glow
and brightness of your intimacy

I see you like a Venus
because of your unsurpassed beauty
and your unfathomable, abysmal kind of love

You are like the Earth
where living with you is not a problem
and with you it is always easy to breathe

I see your ardent desires like a red Mars
to fight a war to cover and protect me
even sacrificing your own life

You give a gigantic precious tenderness
and enormously unselfish affections
like a Jupiter

You give me snowball rings like Saturn
that gives remembrance to all the beautiful
things that we had been in the atmosphere
of treasured memories

Your warmhearted axis
that tilts on the rocky core of my life
is like in a deep ocean of Uranus
that clasps me with grasping arms

You are like the depth the Neptune brings
who takes me beyond the known
to what's alive only in my wildest dreams.

On a very far and infinite distance
deep into the darkness like Pluto
you are perfect to get lost with
nothing matters but You and Me
Sep 2018 · 203
3 AM
Z Sep 2018
The day i was planning to **** myself
A friend of mine attempted suicide
Mixed emotions rushed through my body
Sadness
Envy
Anger
Relief
Thoughts like "that could've been me"
I could be in that situation
And them in mine

The friend who did it before i do
I saw him as a brother
Someone who protected me
I remembered my father said
"Suicide is so selfish,
I can't lose anyone from it"
And that is why I'm still alive.
Sep 2018 · 284
Faith
Z Sep 2018
Don't think...
Don't worry...
But also don't stop...







Just have faith that it will work out for the best.
Sep 2018 · 140
Hello
Z Sep 2018
Hello!
How are you?
Yes, you.
I'm acknowledging your presence

Hello!
How's your day?
Is it as good as mine?
Yes, you.
I'm acknowledging your existence

Hello!
What are you doing?
Yes, you.
I'm acknowledging your actions

Hello!
Yes, you
I'm really talking to you
I want you to know
that even though we don't know each other
I appreciate you
and everything you do.
So, keep up the gopd work
'till we see each other
Sep 2018 · 140
One day
Z Sep 2018
The day will come
When you'll miss me
As much as i miss you

The moment will come
When you'll love me
As much as i love you

Until that day comes
I'll be missing you silently
Loving you from afar

And when that day comes
I hope that I'm still around
Missing and loving you
Holding on
Sep 2018 · 138
D E F
Z Sep 2018
D
you're Dangerous
when you're mad
it is also for long Drives
i know you love those

E
you're an Enigma
very hard to decipher
i wish you can open up a little more
because I'm willing to give you
Everything

F
you're Friendly
you always make sure
that everyone around you is okay
you're Funny
do i really need to elaborate this?
Part 2
You are my A to Z
#d #e #f
Sep 2018 · 96
A B C
Z Sep 2018
A
you're Adorable
you don't even have to try
a lot of people adore you
it is Amazing
how easy it is to love you

B
you are Beautiful
no further explanations
that simple word states everything
it will remain true
no matter how many times you deny it

C
you are Charming
i can't resist you
and you're Cuteness
you're my go-to Cuddle-buddy
always and forever
Completing the alphabets
Work in progress
Sep 2018 · 542
Firm
Z Sep 2018
I stood there
in front of everyone
staring at me
mocking me
waiting for me
to commit a mistake

I trembled
I came unprepared
lost in the situation
with judging eyes
piercing through my core
ready to eat me whole

I opened my mouth
uttered my piece
broke the silence
that covered us all
fighting for my existence
and proving them wrong
Challenge accepted.
Never back down
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