My brain knew we weren't meant to be together,
but my heart couldn't stop making promises either.

I am so broken
shattered
that I don't even know
confused
If I am capable
*of loving him

darling,
don't fall in love with me
to fast,
for i have such,
a broken past,
filled with,
relationships that
didn't last,
failing class
after class,
and watching my heart being
shattered just like glass,
so,
let's take things slow,
and let what we have,
continue to slowly grow.

im sorry  that i left you hanging
im sorry that i kissed your lips then left
im sorry that i held your hand and then let go
im sorry but you cheated on me with your ex
so..
im sorry that my lips werent as sweet as you thought
and im sorry that my fingers didnt fit good between yours
and im sorry that my hugs made u more colder then hot
and im sorry that you couldnt get any scores
and.. im sorry
but *******
im a ******* boss
you ******* its your loss.

Sometimes
I feel the innocence of all of us
Filling me

Our lives
Our deaths

The moments of love
The moments of terror
indescribable
far too real

Nature has enough in store
How do we treat each other so cruel?

Within this humanity
is everything I feel
All of us really
children without protection

Maybe it's sentimental
morose
maudlin

People work so hard
Try so hard

Put out
Put on
Endure
Put up with

It's all we know how to do

Sometimes I stop
when the colors are vivid
the birds cease their call
a pause in the breeze
and I can hear the innocence
of all human beings
whispering
to
me.

Sometimes they say
The person you love
Won't reciprocate with
The same intensity.

But no one ever
Says love is fair;
Still I choose to be
Loved by you, only.