Fall in love
Stay in love.
Write only what you love.
The sun is anew.

Narcolepsy* hard and heavy watch me fall asleep
            Lulled to bed in a cunning thread of the tangled web we weave
    I dream in pristine colors, windows of my mind anew
No fingerprints or ***** looks or evidence of you

         I find comfort in forever wherever it may be
        I may have left my home but it will always stay with me
                 The smell of all the smoke with the sound of all the rain
   On constant playback every second deep within my brain

        I found that time is all that matters and everything else faded
        I spent years and years learning how to forget everything I hated
    I've only gotten older and have nothing left to show
              Except a ringing alarm clock and blood on my pillow

     Narcolepsy** hard and heavy watch me as I sleep
     Another pill, another high, another date to keep
      If I shall die before I wake, I hope that I'm with you
    Then it won't matter where I go, cause you will see me through

i'm not nice to myself
i'm not kind to myself
i'm not proud of myself*

how do you expect me to love myself?

"You are so deep in your thoughts you could die drowned by them."

............Miss you my love....
In the midnight I wish you were here.
My love 'Instead of being there.
Come,talk to me & everything you share.
Couldn't imagin how much i love you my dear.
I miss you awfully every time here.
One day you will feel my warm embrace.
No more tears will fall down from your face.
In my life to get you is toughest life race.
Surely one day i will catch you it is my craze.
Wherever you will go alone in some other place.
I will find you everywhere with my fast pace.
I pray to GOD please turn my fate.
Don't go anywhere otherwise it will be too late.
I will try my best for you to wait.
Distance,barriers,compulsions I really hate...
Just like you are my childhood mate.
Laughing,joking,feelings with you open my mind's gate.
I wish when will come that day and date.
We Will marry and feel happy and so great..........
By shaffu....
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We have so much going on in our lives and in the world which forces us to dwell on our negativity. Let me tell you that YOU can change your day despite the circumstances. Despite your boss's curses or you teachers' snide remarks YOU can still make your day better. My life is a mess at the moment, yet I march with a strong heart and optimism. It's tough sometimes but at the end of the day, it's worth it.
I have been on HP since 2014. Over these months I have seen a lot of negative stuff on the website. Poetry is indeed the reflection of our emotions but this time I challenge you to write a positive poem, a poem which made you happy, something you wrote and felt happy afterwards or something which happened to you which made you smile. It's all about the happy memories here, my friends.
Use the hashtag #MakeItBetterChallenge or message me. I look forward to reading your poetry :)

(((TELL ME WHY???)))
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you left me?
Why you ignored me?
With out any means
Without any reasons
Disappeared you why.
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you broke my heart?
With arrow and dart.
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you came in my life?
To give me pains.
To bind my life in chains.
Still i miss you why?
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why showed me blurr dream?
And left me in breme.
Hurt me why
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you loved me?
Why you promised me?
Were you a fake?
Tell me for GOD's sake.
Blocked me why?
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you have stolen my heart?
And now broked it into parts.
Made me cry why..
Why why why.
Tell me why?
Why you made me sad?
I feel now so bad.
Otherwise I was too simple lad.
Made me mad why?
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you are angry?
Why you went off?
From my life.
With some little strife.
Hate me by you why
Why why why
Tell me why?
Why you have gone so far way?
Do you love me please say.
You will realize everything oneday.
Repent and will miss me everyday.
Lost we why
Why why why?
Tell me why?
Why you told me a lie?
We will live together.
Will enjoy our life each other.
And will play with one another.
And finally you told me good bye.
I don't know it why.
Why why why.
Just tell me why?
Why u left me in grief?
And became my heart's theif.
Having inside pain & finding no relief.
You are mine it was my belief.
Untrust me you why.
Why why why.
Tell me please why?
Why you ignored me.?
Why you left me?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Please tell me why?

Good morning.....
Get up and wash you face.
Tiet your shoes lace.
With me run a race.
Try to lead my pace.
In a wide space.
Feel better in maze.
Don't be daze.
I will give you chance first to reach.
But when none will be in the beach.
Only me and you.
With our smiling face.
Playing,swimming,kissing hugging is our Love's base.
You are with me it is God's praise.
Feeling pleasure together by Lord's grace.
Try to forget past and evrything erase.
Let us live'nobody will find and trace.
Where house'garden'flowing water and flowers in vase.
People will be jealous like a fire blaze.
Don't leave me in any difficult case.
I will wipe your tears and give you warm embrace ..