i love it when you laugh at my jokes
and when you scoff at the bad ones

i love it when you smile at the things i do
and tell me when you think i should improve

i love it when you hold me while i cry
and when you tell me you need me to hold you

i love your voice, your words, your ways
and every single little thing you do

She is the one
I hold so close and dear
My heart always races
When she is near

When I look into
Her beautiful eyes
All I see is gorgeous
Starry night skies

When she flashes
That amazing white smile
It my makes my whole day
Worthwhile

I love being
Her one and only
Because it would **** me
To see her lonely

She is so perfect to me
In everyway
I can't stop thinking
About her all day

She makes me
So tender and warm
When she lays
In my arms

But when the day
Comes to an end
And everything
Is said and done
I know in my heart
She is the one

I wish you'd stop whining

I really don't like that

And honestly no one cares

Don't you get it?

You're done for

And no one will save you

I really don't mind to hear you scream

It's funny

You're hilarious

To think that we actually cared

We're murderers

It's all we know

So say goodbye

So say anything

Go ahead and cry

No one will rescue you

So say goodnight

To the rest of your life

You turned around and walked away

And that's when I felt it

I felt the walls around my heart crumble

I felt myself open up and become vulnerable

I felt myself begin to love you

Though it was all too late



Then I realized just what I had lost

And that's when I felt it

I felt the sting strip away the care

I felt the burn replace it with hurt

I felt the brokenness replace the walls with ashes

Though nothing it changed

Then I wished the wall had never been there

And that's when I stopped feeling

It's nice
The way you run your hands over me

It's cute
The way you explore my body

It's great
The way you move inside of me

It's nice
The way you run your hands over me
Moving almost desperately
It's like a flood of truth
Bathed with destiny

I'll admit it used to scare me
But now it's only right..
Because you're mine

No other hand could caress me
So perfectly

Smoothly, a hold so soothing

It's cute
The way you explore my body
Trying to learn my everything
It's like a moment of love
Caked with honesty

I fell in love with your curiosity
Aching to know..
Exactly what we could be

No other eyes could look onto me
So loving

Flawless, our imperfections seem

It's great
The way you move inside of me
Pleasing every single fantasy
It's a motion of wonder..
Sprinkled with amazing

It's a love too real to be used
The truth is honestly..
I wouldn't make it without you

No other body could fit with me
So wonderfully

Passionate, moving so beautifully

Kisses
From head to toe
Hold me
All night long

Show me
The truth of us
I know
We're meant to be

These flames
They don't scare me
Our love
It burns brighter

Just speak
Talk to me all day
Love me
The Way I Love You

We live in a world
Of rapid fire
When something is thought through
Not many of us understand

We live in world
Where people ignore the aftermath
If something is calculated
Most of us run away from the plan

We live in a world
Of confused minds and broken hearts
Selfish, most of us are
And the majority don't regret it

The panic sets in

As the count winds down
On those who’ll stick
Through thick and thin

They tell me that bloods thicker
But the waters my friend

Let them bang the gavel
Hang the noose
I’ve nothing left to defend

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love?
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?

And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Well, me - I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen
And, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory
I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
Well, I'll just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

That, baby, now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
Thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are

Dear Mr. I'm Too Good For You,

This is a thank you letter.

Sure, it was painful.
It was shocking.
It was stupid of you.

But in so many ways,
It was wonderful.

Now that you're gone,
I've never felt so free.
Trust this, I'm not lonely.

Thank you for leaving me.

If you had stayed
I would have never
Grown up so much.

If you had stayed
I would have never
Flirted with your buddy.

If you had stayed
I would have never
Been really happy.

So thank you.

You've changed my life
For the better.

Sincerly,
The One That Got Away

"People change everyday
Wounds heal
But scars still remain in the same place"*
-Eminem

I look down
Down at those scars
Trophies, I call them
They are signs that I survived
I survived what caused them
I don't need anymore
I am satisfied with what I have
They remind me that
Nothing is worth my suffering
I keep them secret
On my thighs they hide
My quiet little Trophies

Ugly and disappointing colors are what they're revealing
It's a challenge not to fall victim to the deceptive deceiving
This world in which all are tirelessly scheming

Corrupt messages intended to disillusion our modes of sensory
The laws of this dishonesty are rarely discriminant
The unlimited reach of the effects are constantly consistent
Putting current views and outlooks in legitimate jeopardy

Originality is one thing they've made a hobby of stealing
Dark, ***** secrets require intelligent attempts at concealing
This society in which all are tirelessly scheming

Naivity is an automatic assumption of all that is innocent
You can witness their successes expending minimal energy
The fraud is hazardous; failure is certainly imminent
One would desire that outcome sooner than later, as it leaves recipients feeling elderly
With any form of luck, more will come to share this sentiment

Endless efforts put toward developing façades generally appealing
Aiming to have candor and valor on the knees, kneeling
This reality in which all are tirelessly scheming

Sturdy quilts to shield clarity are woven most expertly
Time being tested passed slowly- increment by minute increment
Blueprints to fool the majority will be, expectedly, intricate
What was the original reality has been altered into a distant, doubted memory

Any and all accomplished legitimitacy sends them all reeling
There's always a "crisis" with which we should be dealing
*Our universe in which all are tirelessly scheming

Every one of us
Has broken down at one point

Nope.

I find it really extremely irritating when I'm just trying to write and read poetry and I get messages from someone trying to scam me out of money. If anyone tells you that they need to tell you something important but they need you to email them, It's all lies. They're trying to get you to send money. Just ignore the message altogether. I've already gotten two of them.

And she drowned herself in the music
So that she couldn't hear her thoughts

"Feels like a close is coming to.
The **** am I gonna do?
It's too late to start over.."

Your words are scarlet
Like the lips of a harlot

Your breath stings
Severing my wings

Your eyes are blazing
Leaving my soul dazing

Your pain and suffering
Has become my everything

I guess I'll never get to be confident.




I'll never be good enough.

"Do what makes you happy."

If I knew what made me happy
I wouldn't be in this situation.

I'll invite you to occupy my mind
I'll do my best to never waste your time
As long as you promise not to waste mine

My best friend is in a different state
And that's something  I just can't take
I'm feeling homesick, I miss that place
Not for family, not for the memories
But for her.
For the girl who's been the only consistency
That I've ever know.
The only person to whom I've shown myself
The real me that is known by no one else.
I'm homesick for her.