Marshie The Mellow: Favorites

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Paramount Pawn

Spent our days
With the freedom we're given
The boring days
Faded away
Just our group
And our stupidity
In this holiday we had
And the fun we shared
Until when will we do this again
Our friendship time

#friends #life #days #time #fun #together #group

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Too Shy For "Hi"

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Paramount Pawn

Too Shy For "Hi"

I wanna say "Hi!"
But it comes out as "Bye."
I feel shy to see your face
Or be afraid to feel out of place
I want to be make acquaintance
But I keep putting distance
When I try to get close to you
I retreat everything I do

#sad #life #world #why #acquaintance #people #new #shy #hi

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Medicine to my seriousness

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Paramount Pawn

Medicine to my seriousness

I was a cold person
Never bothering anyone
I took everything solemnly
Not letting anything out of order
Everything had to be perfect
Then you came to my life
Told me to get out of my shell
You had to force me to get out
You showed me new things
And took me to great adventures
You showed me not everything has to be perfect
And sometimes
things should be messy

In a good way.

#life #you #perfection #learning #discoveries #serious

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

strong enough

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Pax

strong enough

I’m strong enough not to let you see me fall apart
So I hide my cries between my sighs.

I’m strong enough to stand alone against the cold landscape
So I hide my sadness between fake faces.

I crave, I starve, I wonder
And get lost in the process.
Then end up getting back to where I started.

How far will I stay strong?
How far will I carry along this dying song?
When will I ever belong?
......
…
..
.

I always talk on how poetry is an embark journey of mine. But more often I came back with recurring questions. I can say “I’m strong enough” but for how long, how far long will I go, or how much more I can take… big sighs…

#sadness #wonder #starve #crave #strongenough

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

The Truth

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Jellyfish

The Truth

The truth is I'm scared,
But what is there to fear?
This is everything I've wanted.
So, then why am I in tears?

#fear #sad #confused #scared #empty #leaving #house

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Is it that bad?

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

GfS

Is it that bad?

Is it bad to want to be a part of your life that makes you smile*?

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Memories of the Past (10w)

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Paramount Pawn

Memories of the Past (10w)

Good memories are sad memories.
You can't experience it again.

my teacher once said this to me and it struck me hard...

#truth #sad #life #memories #good #past #10w #experience

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

The Later of our Lives

Jun 2015 Marshie The Mellow

Paramount Pawn

The Later of our Lives

One day,
The nonsensical
  will make sense.
There are a million possibilities in our hands.
Finding discoveries with the science of our world.
Or maybe even magic will never be a joke,
  and be the reason for our still existence in this universe.
But, in that time of our lives,
  we never know what may happen.
For there are many predictions and assumptions
  for the future that lies ahead.

#life #future #thoughts #predictions