TW: Favorites

Sep 2019 TW

Hunter

You’re off to college,
Doing things I couldn’t do.
I’ll tuck up in bed,
Looking at our moments,
All while you study and meet new people.
You’re going to do great,
I’ll hold a pillow every night thinking of you.
Just don’t forget about me over here,
Soon I’ll have a place there.

Learning to trust again after abusive relationships is something hard to do, I’ve finally been able to invest my trust in her. While she’s in college I’ll be home sleeping in the room she was in with me until I get a place closer to her.

#love #romantic #hope #hopeful #relationship #happy

Jun 2019 TW

Poets

Jun 2019 TW

Luna

Poets

How to become a poet:
Let someone rip your soul apart.
And in the need of mending ,
You will replace it with words.

May 2019 TW

Sepulchre

May 2019 TW

Blade Maiden

Sepulchre

Sleeping in a silent forest
night sky come and swallow me whole
I promise I won't protest
These stars may fill my tired soul
And these trees, oh, how I love thee
Lush and green, dark and eerie
This is where I long to be
Here is where I'd never be weary
I put my life onto the earth
Dig myself a hole for a bed
This is where lies all lifes worth
Here everything is, I miss nothing I haven't had

Roots may pervade me, leafs shall cover
And in my stead another will grow
I will dissolve in the arms of my last lover
And of all misfortune it will never speak nor will it show

On new branches my soul will hang
until another

#death #forest #nature #peace #soul #tree #sky #stars #life #dissolve

Mar 2019 TW

Overthinking

Mar 2019 TW

Jade

Overthinking

I’m really scared
Im loosing it
My fragile mind
Slowly bruising it
I think too much
Overusing it
it’s my fault
But I keep doing it

#lost #mind #mental #anxiety #depression

Mar 2019 TW

Miles

Mar 2019 TW

Miranda

Miles

I can’t believe the miles
I’ve walked and ran
The laughs that healed my soul
The friends that held me as I cried
And how everything just
Flew right past me with no second look
The nights I stayed up until 4 am
Listening to music
Writing poems
Dreaming about you
Waiting for the future that I knew would be better
And it definitely is better than those lonely nights
But those nights I spent alone were the nights I became my truest self
I found my words
I found my desires
I found myself and I loved her and grew her
And before I could even think about it
Years passed
And I neglected her
I lost touch with her and couldn’t figure out why or how
And it hasn’t been until this night that I realize I need her more than ever
I hope she comes back

m.h.

#find #yourself #late #nights #years #passed #time #words

Mar 2019 TW

Quiet People

Mar 2019 TW

Sean Fitzpatrick

Quiet People

I see people
who wax and wane,
who are once kind, but then come to doubt themselves.
Perhaps there is no such thing as Love.
But, if there is, it comes and leaves souls untouched. Gentle thing?

I imagine people go entire lives without warmth, who were shunted so, so as to subsist on merry blows.

Would a loving God clapse her hands down in Law? Be there some poor chap who fits the bill, t’would be one who is the master of none.

Retribution is a troubling thing.

Mar 2019 TW

robbed

Mar 2019 TW

madison

robbed

you make me want to see the colors
that my own mind has robbed me of
sometimes i don't see the hues that i once loved
or want to
you understand this though
and youre okay with watching things with me
in black and white

#hues #colors #depressed #you #happiness #black #white

Mar 2019 TW

Circles and Rhymes

Mar 2019 TW

Jade

Circles and Rhymes

Whirlwinds
And hurricanes
Scribbled into half-spoken lines,
What do you want to find today?
A box of sweets,
A bone-sunken tale,
Or some heart-clenching rhymes?
I'll never be anything more
Than what I'm going to be,
But right now I can't find anything to write,
So I guess I'll just wait and see.

3/13/2019
A poem about writing.

#nothing #on #my #mind