Art defines me...
Reading unwinds me...
Poetry keeps me going by keeping the blood in my vanes flowing
Most people judge me, even though they barely know me

That's why I spend my time on me
Yes... I'm lonely
But nobody gets me

Nobody get's that I'de rather put my head in a book
Or I'd rather write a song...1 or 2
Nobody get's that poetry is like a drug
I keep on using but can't get enough

Even GRAMMAR is fun
Thats why my friends don't walk they run

To scared of the girl who always writes
And never has time for any real fun
I mean like playing with a real gun
Or riding a bike with her eyes closed
Real stuff like getting in a bed without any clothers

Most people don't see I'm just not ready
To pretend I'm something I don't want to be
But still they keep on pushing pushing and pushing me

You make me feel like I'm in pre-school
I keep on thinking about the bad stuff we could do
That's why my friends want me to stop thinking of you
They don't get what I do
They don't see the potential you have inside you

You try to cover it up to
But I see right through you
Specs never looked as good accept on you
I don't want  to rush
But ****...  I think I'm in love

I don't want to rush
But ****... Your hands must be so soft
I think I said to much
But I'd lie if I said I didn't think about you last night

You wonder in my head
The only person I imagine in my bed

When you come home
You barely speak
You barely look at me
You started speaking in your sleep
She's been in the back of your mind all freaking week

Her hair is a perfect shade of blonde
She can sing to
Just like you write your songs
The melody you have is pretty strong
The two of you clearly belong

And I'm just here sitting, thinking
''What did I do wrong''
Cause she's perfect
The scent of her perfume smells like flowers and honey
Ugh this is so funny
I might just fall for her to
Look at her
She's perfect and all

But she has you to
Wrapped around her finger
And sticking like glue

Something about you makes me fade
You fill up my empty space
You make me feel safe
And I never want this to end
Let's write our names in the times of sand
He's not only my everything but he understands
And that's all they need to get

I love being snuggled up in his bed
Or wearing his t-shirts he never gets back
I'm just happy with what I have
Everyday I see him in class
And all I think about is me sneaking out of his window
It was see-through glass

He kissed me and held my hand
There we were, hoping the night didn't end
Yeah right, were just friends
Do I even need to pretend

Anyways... he touched my skin so softly and I knew it was time
For a split second all I wanted to do was cry
Not out of fear just my heart screaming out how wrong it all was
Sometimes things are wrong in love
I need to move on
Or else I'll die

Why is he this creature, all I see
That thing as you call him
He makes me happy...
He's not a monster... not at all
But clearly he's all I want
He's all I need

Pretty odd me
With that beautiful thing
He'd never harm a bee
And **** right he'd never harm me
I trust him
You see?