Valhalla is not only where warriors reside
Valhalla is also for those who commit suicide
All struggles are seen all sacrifices excepted
The Valkyrie watch over all battles internal and external and make sure none are rejected
In the great halls songs are sung
The great bells are rung
Wolves and foxes and gods and elves, all are welcome there
For Valhalla welcomes all and there is no ill will to bare
Valhalla is calling
Darkness is falling

To see and hear only perfection in them.
To lose all sense of time.
You see them and instantly are happy.
When you talk to them it makes you never want it to end.
And to look at them and think, "I love him or her so much, id do anything for them."
My friends... This is what it's like to fall in love.

I'm sorry for what I am
I'm sorry for not being good enough
I try as hard as I can to change
There's some things that I wish would go away
There are parts of me that I wish would just die
I'm sorry for being resentful
I'm sorry for being full of Hate
I try to leave my past behind me, but every time I turn away, it's staring me in the face
I know I can be better
That I can be more
I can see a new me at the end of the tunnel, but my demons hold me in place
I'm sorry for pushing you away
I'm sorry for driving you insane
I may not have much to really live for, but what I have is surely more than enough
I'm sorry for all the wrong I do
Can you forgive me? I love you.

Hot and Cold
Light and Dark
Love and Hate
All are two sides of the same coin
Flip the coin to decide fate and the sky will weep with the tears of the Gods fears
That when the coin lands the world will fall as the hearts of men become corrupt
The coin lands and seals a mans' fate
The hot light of love, or the cold darkness of hate
Little does man know, you cannot have one half of the coin without the other
That is why the Gods cry for every man swallowed by the dark side of the coin

Emotionless, in pain it's not mundane
It's insane, where is all the shame
I'm not to blame, so where's my fame
I came into this world full of life and wonder
Just to have it all torn asunder
To be dragged under with the roar of thunder
Buried up to my neck, to be kept in check
All but broken, I remained outspoken
Weeks gone by the toll of a token, I remained unbroken
Walked on, spat on, ****** and shat on
Slowly, sanity left as if taken by theft
Dying inside and out looking worse than a trout
Suddenly, a speck of rust, breaks away all of the dust
Surely this must be a chance to get a glance of a new freedom
So I stand without a demand, not giving a ****
Few words go through what remains of my own brain
Emotionless, in pain, not mundane, just insane there is no blame for not having shame in any sort of fame

Quick to anger, quicker to hate
Leaves nothing up to fate
Fate fails time and again
So destiny did he take into his own hand
Never again will love be lost
Never again shall his heart be covered with frost
Running around for eons, not having a home
Finally a place to settle, a love to call his own
Kaos knew no love for so long
He knew that is must've been wrong
To not have someone by his side, bringing order to all he has wrought
He lives now, still, and cannot be bought
Kaos the Wolf, he is known to almost none
But The God of Chaos he is, as Odin named him so
Kaos remembers all, yet cannot say 'no'
When the Allfather beckons and calls
Kaos knows he must listen, lest he causes his own fall
Chaos must be caused there is no other to do it
So Kaos raises his head and howls out remembering every bit
To his love, his mate, Kaos looks, tears in his eyes
Waiting for her to beckon and tell him they'll never say their goodbyes
All is well as she pats his head
"Silly wolf, I'll never leave your side," she said.

When a wolf hunts at night the moon lights his path, not knowing that he seeks an offering to his beloved
Search and search does the wolf, for his prey to fill up her tray, with food and jewels
As the wolf finishes his hunt, he sets a table for a guest he hopes will come
For he desires her lovely fluorescent glow
She peaks out from behind the clouds to watch her wolf and how he's grown
The wolf sees her and can't help but to serenade her with the song of his howl
Cries out does the wolf, 'Come here, I promise not to growl!'
The moon, she accepts as the stars dance behind her eyes
The wolf knows what her heart desires and says in promise, 'My love for you shall never expire!'

The wolf looks at his companion
Thinking, "I'll be her champion."
Dazed by her beauty and majesty
He can't help but to howl, so loud as to shake the bowels of Hell,
Or perhaps to ring a bell
How else should he tell her what's inside
Or maybe it's beside?
The wolf knows not where it resides
He knows only how it feels as she unknowingly heals his broken soul
She heals with her wolf and he knows
The wolf finishes his serenading song
Thinks does the wolf, to himself,
"Now it should not be long until she knows all meanings in this bellowing song."

To know oneself is to know ones' soulmate
To love another is to love oneself
Here one sits, as he writes knowing only that the soul, his wolf has but one to hold above all else
The wolf knows only one love, one home
He protects this home, this love through all without thought, without shame
For the mate of ones' soul is much more than love
The mate of ones' soul is half of the whole
The lock to the key, edge to the blade, handle to the shield
A moment without the other half is an eternity of torture
An eternity with the whole is but a fleeting moment that one wishes will never end
So let this moment of eternal torture pass and let the fleeting moment of wholeness heaven begin as the day fades to night

The New Moon sits in the sky, a new hope
The wolf doth cry out with his song of rejoice
"Life is such a wonderful choice!!"
Filled with hope, the wolf dances and plays
Basking in the new moon's wonderful rays
Calming and soothing is her song
As the wolf listens, he sees nothing wrong
The moon continues to sing, letting the sound ring
Falls into a deep slumber does the wolf, waiting for the next to be sung

The burning desire to protect you
The fire inside driving me towards you
This power you've given me is known by few
This love you have for me; to me is so new
You hold the key to my heart, my fire, my power, my balance
Simple words on paper do not do you justice
However, I must make these simple insignificant words suffice
So that my love for you may be known to its full extent
I must make you more than just content!

As the old moon fades from view the world is thrown askew
As the light from that moon dies so do all of the ugly lies
Watch out now as the wolf runs to and fro' panicking at the hole in the sky
He shouts out, "Everything has gone awry!"
As the wolf paces his stride, loving his pride
A new moon on the horizon doth rise

A wolf named Kaos runs to and fro'
Howling and bellowing this wolf needs his home
Unlike Odin's wolves, Geri and Freki, Kaos cannot live on blood and wine alone
Kaos lives on his love and home, far from being alone
The wolf named Kaos cannot live on blood and wine alone
The wolf named Kaos needs his love, and needs his home.

Two wolves, dancing in the night
The way they play is such a magnificent sight
As they run, enjoying every breath of air
The two dance around the trees without a care
One wolf stops, and they both stumble to the ground
All in a jumble wolfish grins and laughing all around
The wolves rise and look to the sky
Sing out do the wolves, sound ringing out in harmony,
'I won't say goodbye!'

Pulse racing, fast pacing, in my head I'm locked in a shed
Monsters all around me, trying to get under my skin,
What the hell is my sin?!
Hands trembling, and I can't stop remembering
Everything
The walls getting smaller, something's wrong, wrong, wrong, WRONG!
I can feel it inside my chest!
I'm doing my best!
Can't you see that it's my past that's holding me back, even though I cast it away every day?
Is that insane?
Breathing faster, airway's tighter, heart's beating faster
And consciousness simply slips away

Thinking of you makes my head spin
Talking to you and hearing your voice makes me smile and my heart skip
Just being around you makes the darkness fade
To feel your touch, makes all pain fade away
Your scent clears my mind of all doubts and regrets
Your taste brings more joy than any has ever before known
Feeling your love, makes me finally feel at home
Just picturing your smile in my head helps to make me calm
If ever I were to lose you, all point would be gone
Every time I think of you, I love you more
No matter what may happen, my heart and soul belong to you forevermore

Staring off in the distance thinking about everything and nothing at the same time
Starting to hear a chime
Out of mind and body, not feeling godly
Look at the clock, it's been a minute but it feels like an hour,
What is this power,
I feel like I'm nowhere,
But I'm right here,
And I'm shedding a tear
A pause in the rain,
Caused by internal pain
It's been an hour, but feels like a second
Reality crashes down bringing a frown
Then shuffling around,
Looking like a beaten hound
Inside of a pound
But look close, it only shows in the eyes, in the the depth of the pupils , a wolf cries.

Hours later I open my eyes
It's the same dark shed again and I can't stand it!
I burst out the door hoping the monsters are dead,
I find out it's all in my head
Fall to my knees and cry,
I have no idea why,
But I feel like I'm about to die
For a moment or two, and then it's through
Or so I tell myself, but it ain't true
And I have no idea what I'm tryin' to prove
As I force myself to move
But I stand on up and give a thumbs up
Even though I feel my knees start to buckle,
I just give a little chuckle
And I say, "I'll be fine."
Then I cry, alone starting to feel like stone again
I just want to feel at home again