i sometimes think
that you don't care
or maybe
that you dont realise
the pain you spark
inside my soul,
but also inside the house
the sadness is in the air
and breathing is a necessity
but it's hard to keep doing that with the contamination

When I try to understand,
The knots in my brain tighten just that little bit more.

I'm sorry we failed you.

I would take your pain,
Dry the tears from your heart and love you
Like theres no tomorrow.
We can not speak what's on our mind but only what's in our heart.

The world we know only sees the outside and cares what's
Not meant to be.
But I know for sure you are my world and now the outside is gone.
Now it's just you and me.

life has seasons
and I am not a flower
I am a tree
with changing colors
shedding it's leaves

Break my bones;
cut my throat.
Pull me open,
learn the ropes.

Breath me in;
taste the fear.
Shank my skin;
stand and cheer.

Kick my head;
let me bleed.
Unbolt my veins;
enjoy the read.

Gouge my eyes;
punch my face.
Wrap me up
in your embrace.

Introspection
The art of finding within
What you cannot live without