Its easier being invisible
You don't know my name
You don't know my face
Those of you who read the words I write
Sometimes are the only ones who listen
I don't want an identity
Because its not easy being me
Even when I'm here, I only take up space and no one notices
No one cares
So only you can know my pain
And only I can take it away
I'm just a wasted space, invisible in the void
And that's okay

Every day is a gift
And all we do is take

As life is often taken for granted

One day, I belong with the rest
I lag behind, just trailing along
No one notices me
Until I'm gone
I'm part of a set
Without me, you're incomplete
But you don't notice me
Until I'm gone
You're still debating whether or not I belong

I've been ostracized from my peers after all the countless years
And now I simply don't exist
I'm left alone
In the frozen, black abyss

One of the greatest curses in my life

Is understanding both sides to the story

But always being pinned as the bad guy for

"choosing a side"

A soft song
Carries on through
The dead of winter

On this cold night
Nothing but a sigh
Of a soft and gentle voice

Not a soul can be seen
On a blank canvas of fresh white snow

Only her gentle melody
Lures me
And I follow her song

Within this blank canvas
The frozen soft breeze is mesmerizing

Still, her beautiful song
Pulls at my feet
Captivating me

A winter of desolation
Was never lonely by her side

I can still see you everywhere I go
My memories paint your image clearly
Your voice still speaks to me, even in a crowded room
I'm the only one who hears it

You meant the world to me
You saved my life
You saved me from myself so many times
I miss you so painfully
It hurts to know you're missing at my side

He has a sickness
Which has no cure
His body is well
But his mind is broken
Nothing can fix him

All he can do is cope
With his sad existence
While everyone tells him
He is wrong
"Just get up and dust off"
But their encouragement
Only makes him fall deeper
If only they'd listen...

If he could do these things
He would have done them by now
He's just sick
And there is no way out

Hopes
Never got you anywhere

Dreams
Never did a **** thing

Red

Burning red

With flames that melt through flesh

A hungry flame
Which devours everything in it's path... and leaves a life with nothing left

The sharp pain leaves feelings of regret. The catalyst of losing something you can't ever get back

Flashbacks of the open flesh
The raw, throbbing sores
The gravely breaths escaping lungs heavy as lead
Lungs trapped in an iron cage, its impossible to expand and retract

The groans of a suffering, unending escaping lungs of lead

These are the images that frequent the mind

Welcome to my world
I'm sorry its so dark and dreary