Maybe.
Maybe it is not like how I think.
Maybe it is all just for the time being.
Maybe it is what I am meant for.
Maybe it is what I am destined to be.
Maybe it is all just in my head.
Maybe it is all unreal.
Maybe there's something more to it.
Maybe this is not the end.
Maybe there's still hope at the other side.
Maybe this is all just the beginning.
Maybe.
Maybe.
I wish maybe.

I was in his arms, dreaming of us.
Aware that he would never be mine.
He asked me if I loved him,
I could not help but confess.
He held my chin up,
Looked deep into my moist eyes.
When our lips met, time froze.
I leaned against him and lost myself.
He explored each inch of me,
And I loved all of him.
That moment, He was all mine
And I was all his.
Wrapped in love and lust,
We were lost in our world.
A **** woke me up, from my dream.
I was still in his arms,
But he was never mine and I was never his.
It was all just in my head, never real.
He kissed my forehead,
And we were parted forever.

Every night.
When I'm on my bed, eyes closed,
Sinking deep into the world of dreams,
I travel.
.
Last night.
I was at the white sandy beach of Hawaii,
Sipping into my blue Margarita.
.
Tonight.
I am at the roaring waterfalls of New Zealand,
Diving into the blue waters.
.
Tomorrow.
Where would I be?
Would it be the Amazon Rainforest of South America?
Or would it be the Endless Deserts of North Africa?
Or would it be the Fairy Pools of Scotland?
.
Every day.
All I wish is,
For the nights to arrive soon,
For the dreams to take me away,
For it never ended,
So I could always travel and be in Peace.

Today my World is void.
I can't feel it above me.
I can't feel it around me.
I can't feel it below me.
Today my Heart is dead.
I can't feel its wants.
I can't feel its needs.
I can't feel its beats.
Today my Life is sad.
I can feel it's fake.
I can feel it's ache.
I can feel it's broke.

I was alone.
I was fine.
The artist happened,
Taught me life on Canvas.
I fell in love.
He left me in vain.
The hunter happened,
Taught me life in Wild.
I fell in love.
He left me in pain.
The teacher happened,
Taught me life of Words.
I fell in love.
He left me insane.
The writer happened,
Taught me life with Ink.
I fell in love.
He left me drained.
The NoFace happened,
Taught me life,
I fell in love.
He left me dead.

Now I feel so lifeless.
As if there’s no tomorrow.
Just this moment and maybe today.
As if everything’s falling apart.
Do you ever feel so numb at heart,
That you check upon yourself
To see if you’re still alive?
Ah! I just did.

I’m a star gazer.
I watch sky so much,
That I feel I’m a part of it.
What if I came from a star?
What if that’s my home?
What if that’s why,
I feel that I don’t belong here.
Sky,
Stars,
And Silence
Keep me Alive.