A warm hand to hold she gave me,
lies and pain I gave her back...

Hope she gave me,
tears I brought her...

Love and companionship she handed me,
a selfish cold shoulder I gave to her...

I don't deserve your friendship,
but I would like to keep it forever...

Your short black hair and your gorgeous dark eyes are like a match made in heaven. Your pale sweet skin is such a temptation and your touch is like a drug I hope to never run out of.

(Sword)
         This
            is
           the
Sword of Hope.
       Slaying
       all who
       infringe
       &  stand
        against
        peoples
        dreams.
         I  will
         wield
            It.

I want to eradicate the filth from this world I walk in. Bathe in the blood of the unworthy, to crush the hearts of the undeserving. I stand alone... In life and in death. My life is a meaningless object on the chess board of life. Emotions are nothing more than pointless challenges that have no reward. The only real thing I have is the will to move on knowing my life will end and I will fade into the history to come.

Your beauty is written in stone. Your eyes are a creation of perfection. Loving you was my most painful mistake. Too good for a person like me. Too sweet for someone so sour. You deserved to be free. So I let it be...

You say my heart is black,
but I see the darkest of red.
I see what you can't see,
but you see what I cannot see.
You claim to love me and you claim to care,
but where was that love when I was sad with my head buried in my knees.
Where were you when my world stopped turning...

I'm letting go of writing and everything else I have her hands to guide me and with her love I will forever be internally happy

Pain is horrible
But pain is beautiful

Love is true
But love is a lie....

Showing off my smile to all those who praise me, but they don't see the side that's slowly dying...
Waking up every night crying from nightmares...
Wondering if they are real and realizing I am all alone...

What is the cost of freedom?
The blood of our loved ones,
The suffering of future generations....
Freedom is free...
But debt is costly...

Let this world wipe me off the face of existence; for I will never stop fighting with full resistance.
The fallen shall be wept over and the wounded will be praised; the faces of many will never see them nor ever be phased.
They protect us with the blood of our country, but they never stop laying down the bodies that stand to pose a threat.

Thank you all Veterans!

Show me what it's like to smile;
don't let me live my life so empty and full of denial.

Help me off my feet;
please don't let this pain be my ultimate defeat.

Take my hand and hold;
the actions of the shadows can never be for told.

God is selfish!
Save my sister from the life I had; that is all I ask of him. Take my life as payment! Take the blood I offer. Don't let her pain consume her like it did me.

We forgive
the unspoken
and we doubt
the unseen

Your shame will be enteral,
your hope will shatter like glass.

Her voice will haunt you,
her face will strike regret in you.

You broke her heart,
and now you have enough courage to say your sorry.

Sorry can't fix the things she gave you,
sorry can't make me take back the nights I stayed up holding her from the pain you caused.

This life has ripped me limb from limb...
Torn off the shroud of hope....
Broken the things that matter most...
But here I stand...
No!
Here we stand together!
Not as individuals but as one!
Self harm, eating disorders, suicidals....
We have each other!
Don't let society put a label on us all!
Be what we set out to be!
Better than what they called us!

You left me for him long ago,
now you have doubt and you're  suffering makes all the pain you caused worth it!
Seeing you squirm like the rodent you are! A young girl you took! Your a *******! She is 17 and your nearly 25! So desperate that you resort to picking up kids! Foul MONSTER!

She can't be the one for me,
I can't be the one for her.
Two worlds...
Good and evil,
White and black...
Could it be...

The dark
    intentions
        that can
           end the
              happiness
                can also end
                ones suffering.
             The suffering
           can only end
         if the pain
       of those
  intentions
can be....


Forgiven...

Immortals* don't belong
in the world of the *living

Love* is an
Everlasting gift
that will never perish
*Forever.

Who am I?
Asking myself day after day...
Working hard to put together an impossible puzzle...
Trying to find my true love, but at the same time trying so hard not to fall in love...
Mistakes,
And regrets can fill my heart...
But the pain of being alone will never end...

Read the message that is for you and everyone. You are the best creation because the emotion you have can change emotion for a lifetime.

I am a prisoner who is scarred in the inside and out, a man who can't forget and never be forgiven.
These chains are unbreakable, but worth keeping on.
The scars are my own fault, but I love them.
The chains are my memories and the scars are my  experiences.

Always being looked at like a flaw on the earth. A mistake that didn't get destroyed. Now I stand painting the biggest master piece in the art history.  I paint my life on earths canvas. Forever known, forever marked.

Dance the night away with me.
Let the forever memories be my hope.
Never forgetting who was always there.

Why are you sad?
Because the cycle of pain never ends for me.
The pain of today can be your motivation for tomorrow.
I guess so.
Well I know so.
But have you seen me?
I see what you cannot.
Like what?
That is what you should be asking yourself.
Why talk to myself?
Because it takes insane to hold sane. Now can you hand me my cane?
You can't walk without it?
I can't see without it.

This cross on my neck; will forever represent.
The words of my past that God will never forget.
The tears of my sorrows; never gone until tomorrow.
Over the pain I cause.

I see the blue on your soul,
The pureness of your heart.
I can see the beautiful blue in those eyes,
I know your my future.
The blue jeans your wearing,
I love how they fit you.
I want the chance...
Let me love you until I fall...
Hold you forever in my arms...

Demonic voices calling out to me,
A dream they so secretly whisper.

The plan to take over,
To make the angels fall from heaven.

Can't silence the wicked,
****** to purgatory.

Casting out all hope,
Picking up the blade.

Wearing black today,
Gripping humanity.

Slipping...

Covered in blood...
Of those I loved...
Of the innocent...

Can't bring them back...

The door opens to shine light in.
Waking up but your never here...
Howling memories to break my tears.
A torn paper to make me smile...
A voice to remember.
The empty whisper in my ear...

She will come back for you,
She will rip your heart out for what you've done!
She will eat you black blob you call a soul!
Your ****** for ever lie, for every promise never kept!
You had no chance!

Through every night is bright star to guide you, and through every tear there is someone to hold you.
When the lights are out, but your vision is never gone... That my dear is seeing the world as a better place.

Lend a hand,
not your opinion!
Be grateful,
Not sour!
Smile,
Don't you dare frown!
Open your stupid eyes,
The sun is there to shine!
Clean yourself up,
We got work to do!
Just because one won't pickup themselves doesn't mean we let them lie there!

If the words could be spoken...
Should they always be said?
If we can take a life...
Can't we spare one too?
We pray before dinner...
But is God even listening?

This place, cold damp and *****. The places I have been and stayed.  Call it running away, I call it a second chance.  Sometimes 2 snacks a day, sometimes a warm vent.... No light after dusk, no voices left.  Taken in once a week. Charge my phone, get some new clothes and my journey continues. Out the door and through the trees, across creeks and cities... That is the life in a sack.